I have been crossdressing on and off since I was 4 years old, started with wearing sisters cloathes, then mums. Later when married i wore my first wifes with her permission when ever I wanted and would spend most of the time at home dressed as a woman. After our divorce I married a second time and my current wife when I told her about my desire to be femme, freaked out completely. I love her very much and don't want us to seperate so i am now firmly in the closet and only get to dress occasionally. Mostly my femme persona lives in a fantasy world of virtual makover and face in hole,