From a very young age I recognised I really liked dressing but never wanted or thought about transitioning I just enjoyed being a completely different person for a few hours. But like many of us it was always my little secret one that I shared with my wife but she found it difficult / impossible to be supportive. So for nearly 50 years I somehow managed to suppress my need / compulsion to dress with only a few rare opportunities when staying away from home on business trips. So many photos of likeminded spirits are always in hotel rooms ( no surprises there!). Sadly my wife passed from covid and other underlying conditions over two and half years ago. And the genie was released from the lamp. I find dressing a great comfort and it takes me to now my happier place.