For me it started like many, at 5 years old touching and wearing my mom's silk panties. Now almost 40, I've never fully dressed or is it something I am committed to or desiring completely. I am married and my wife only knows my desire to wear panties although we've fought over the years about it when she's caught me a few times sleeping next to her in her panties. Although we've not completely discussed it and it's a little gray, we are slightly in a 'Don't Ask Don't Tell' agreement with me wearing panties. Last time she caught me, she said I could wear hers but just didn't want to know about it. She kind of backpedaled a few days later and said she didn't really want me wearing hers. I took that to mean that I could buy my own but not to flaunt it. For the past 7 months, I've been wearing very plain black nylon silky panties 24/7 (similar to my jockey elance microfiber mens briefs). She hasn't seemed to notice, even with multiple times of touching my panties while wearing them and us being intimate while I wear them and me walking around wearing them as I get ready for bed. Only a few comments about them feeling very thin and silky but not many more questions. So I believe she knows but prefers to not bring it up... I have also just shaved my legs for the first time and cuddled with her for the last few nights intertwining our shaven legs together. She noticed and didn't act too keen at first but then said she was sorry if she made me feel weird about it. The next night she even rubbed my smooth legs in bed. It felt amazing! That's where I currently am...