Started when I was 12 years old found a bra in the bathroom and had to put it on. That was my intro to crossdressing. As years went on I added panties , pantyhose and dresses and skirts. Enjoyed my girl time. Meet my first wife, figured crossdressing was out of my life but surprise,she put her nightgown on me one night, best night of my life. After a couple of years when she thought I was ready,we had planned to go to dinner with me dressed as Kendra, I was excited to go sadly she passed away unexpectedly . Again I thought it was over until I found the nightgown one day in storage, I brought it home and put it on. Then I saw when I got stressed out I would put it on and it calmed me down. Met wife number two, thought it was over again, but I started dressing when she wasn't home we are the same size and now I can't stop,she doesn't know and I think it's better like that.