EA few weeks ago I decided, with the help of my therapist, that I am a trans person. Could be transexual or transgender, not sure it matters. What does matter is that I have felt like a woman for the better part of sixty years and Ellie Mae is finally living the life that dreams are made of. I want to celebrate my femininity with hair, nail color, shaving my body, wearing a bit of makeup even when drab, wearing women's clothing 100% of the time at home, and panties full time. I love going out with friends (Dawnie and April) dressed up to the 9's and having dinner with The Rose City T-Girls. I also love spending time in the chat room. Sometimes I go there when I'm lonely, sad or happy. You girls saved my life last year when my former wife told me she couldn't be married to a CD/TG person and now I believe it is my responsibility when someone new comes in and asks for help. Being Trans isn't easy but thank God for CDH, where we can support one another in a safe environment. Ellie