Lucky girl with understanding wife. I seem to be somewhere between a alfa male and trans. Today its trans. Tomorrow ? Been dressing activly for around 15 years? Wish I had the resourses at a much younger age to explore this side of me although the thoughts were there since early childhood. Life has determined that I am who I am and I am fine with that. But if I was younger who knows. At this stage of my life I wouldn't change a thing.