A little about me: 50 year old mtf crossdresser. I started exploring femininity and all things girly at 49. It's been such a beautiful learning experience for me. After being married for 18 years, divorced, dating (all cis women), I realized I never really gave myself time to heal. When Covid hit, I took it as an opportunity of personal development and growth. I'm dating... myself. I'm loving... myself. As my first half of life was as "provider", well, I'll selfishly say my second half I'm going to provide for ME. My emotional well being, and my enjoyment of life, is just as valuable as the well being and enjoyment I bring to others. It's about self preservation so I can be whole and happy for others who need me to be. Love, Carmen.