Hi, I'm Meghan. Love that name! I am 60 years old and can remember as far back as my early teens dressing in my mother's clothing, bras, garters, makeup. And it made me feel right. I felt beautiful and wished I could be really her in this life. But society had beaten into me a fear of letting others see her. In fear that they'd know the truth and hurt me. So for the next 50 plus years, I kept Meghan to myself. Now at 60, not as young any more there's a deep yearning from within to let her, let the real me out. I'm divorced an not in a relationship. I'm not gay, I'm way more attracted to women. Yet, I have been with a man a few times. And It felt right. So, I thought why not seek out other like me. Find those who understand and can be my friends without judgement and hatred. I just want to be happy. That why I'm joining this site her in Cleveland.