34-year-old cross-dresser/trans woiman in Australia with a wife knows I am a different. Recently we had a breakthrough and I told her, after much soul searching, that I realise that cross dressing is a part of me and it is never going away. So understands this now and is sorry she feels like she cannot be involved in it. But understands that in order for me to be totally happy as her husband, I cannot continue to suppress the feelings I have inside me towards cross dressing. However, things have changed of late and while she loves me, she isn't as attracted to me and has to do some soul searching of her own, which may result in us living apart for a while to help us sort through our complex emotions.