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by patricia12

I always had the fantasy and desire to venture going out to some mall or store as Patricia; it was in 2018 when the right moment came up. I got the courage, did my makeup, and dressed and went to target store full of nervous, fear, and thrill. There, I was checking women’s clothes and walking around the store. It seemed everybody was looking at me, I felt so ashamed, but endured the moment. Honestly, I bought no items because I felt fear and embarrassment to make the line to pay. After forty minutes, I left the store with the shopping cart to the parking lot. While approaching my car I heard some guys yelled at me, but I couldn't understand what they talk about. I got inside my car safe and sound and did a deep breathing. Oh my God, I did it.


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Patricia Ferrari

I am a married crossdresser with an understanding and supportive wife. Being Patricia is one of the most pleasures I enjoy; love going out just for walking or visiting public places. I would love to make friends to share experiences and advice, and to talk with.

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    Trusted Member
    2 months ago

    Patricia you are so brave. I congratulate you for facing that fear honey. I wish I was there to walk beside you. I can remember my first venture out in front of people. A lot of us do not have any support it is all up to us. I was afraid to step out my front door just to get to my car which was like 30 feet. So I had to confront my neighbors for we all get along good with each other. I was so scared that my legs went right out from under me twice that day… Read more »

    Patty Phose
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    2 months ago

    Congratulations on your first time out. I had been longing to go out for years. When I had the outfit and the means, I chickened out, many times in fact. When I finally did it, I drove around mostly and stopped at several spots to get out and walk around. I was often very nervous, but it was such an incredible thrill.

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