I've been searching for the missing part of me since... a long time. I'm soon to be 66, tall, athletic, sensitive and well-educated. I wish I had found out all this before I was 50 but in lieu of going fully transgender, crossdressing will have to suffice. My wife was totally supportive and hugely encouraging (!) but it was all too much for her… As an update... I have started on HRT and becoming a real girl! With a long term desire driving me!