52 y/o married cross dresser. I started trying women's clothes when I was about 13 years old. I found that a stuffed football pillow my grandmother had made me was filled with pantyhose and some voice inside me said try them on and that was it I was hooked. At first it was purely a sexual thing. Due to the era I had no idea what a crossdresser was since there was no internet to explore so I had no idea there were others like me. It took until I was in the Air Force before I truly discovered who or what I was but then it was still just wearing the occasional pair of panties. After I was married and had access to more feminine clothing is when Mellissa was truly born. I finally told my wife of my dressing and at first she tried to accept it but in the end it was not to be. So now I dress whenever I can and probably own more dresses and heels than she does. Hopefully someday she will just give in and let me wear whatever I want around the house at least but we shall see