Bio Updated: I grew up believing in traditional genders in a catholic family. So I identified myself as an Hetero man for 43 years. I'm in a common law relationship with a wonderful woman. The kind of woman that can only exist in your dreams. Since I remember, I've been always fascinated by women. I've always believed they are the most beautiful beings ever created. I worship them. Since a was a child I couldn't comprehend why that enhanced level of attraction I had towards them. I wanted to be one of them. I wanted to experience their beauty, their power and their sensuality. Trough many years of counseling and self discovery I can say now that I was very Jealous of them. I went thru a phase of anger and hate when i was being dumped and hurt by some immature women. The had everything I always wanted and I was frustrated So I became a player just to feed my own demons. The beauty, the power, the sensuality and attraction I always craved were satisfied by every time I wore something feminine I felt empowered, sexy, beautiful and feeling complete when in fem mode and after the trill of it was followed by self pity, embarrassment and shame. It took me years of struggle with my own demons to finally comprehend who I am. I am a man who loves women and when in Female mode I'm a lesbian who still loves women. In this site I'm looking for other people who share the same feelings and we could share thoughts, opinions and advice.