Starting from a young age I have always been drawn to a Female expression of Gender. Grew up in a family of 8. Father and 3 brothers and a Mom and two sisters. I would try on the girls stuff in the home and this gave me the opportunity to see myself as a girl. I am soft spoken and sensitive. I have a feminine (ish) voice. These qualities were enough to attract the Alpha males in school and I was bullied and rejected for it. My father died when I was 14 so puberty was navigated with siblings and A strong woman (mom) to get me through alive. Crossdressing has always been a part of me. The next 40 years saw many ups and downs. I found the love of my life after one failed marriage and hide the clothes for 20 years from her. I found CDH while browsing the internet. Lurked around the public chat for a week before Bree found her voice and said "HI". With the help of all the wonderful Girlfriends of CDH...Bree saw the light of day with a simple walk in a park. Couple years later I found the courage to tell my wife about Bree. She accepts me and doesn't hold my years of deception against me. She has even been on GNOs and GDO with Bree.