75 year old crossdresser. Love dressing and feeling girly but in the closet for now. My mother wanted a girl and kept me in dresses with long curly hair until at 2.5 years old my uncle had enough and took me to a barber and insisted my mother cut out the dresses. My nana was raising a female cousin and provided daycare when I was young. If I had an accident she would put me in my cousins panties until my mom came home. It was suppose to teach me to be more careful but I loved the panties. My earliest memories are me trying on my cousins clothes and I have wanted to dress as a girl my whole life. I tried to fight against this by being a manly man. I played ice hockey and joined the Marines, got married and had a couple of children. The need to dress never went away although I fought hard and went through several wardrobe purges. I enjoy cooking, wine, music, photography, shopping of course and most outdoor activities including golf, skiing, skating, and hiking.