I always had curiosity and inclinations about all things feminine, from mom's shoes when I was really young, to lingerie, and full dressing. I ventured out a few times in my late teens/early 20s fully dressed with makeup, fake nails, hair styled, etc., and have not been in public since. Over the years, dressed on and off at times to various degrees, but never ventured out. Lately, the desire has been too strong to resist and I am exploring more and more, and taking things a bit further little by little. I know I will venture out as a female again someday, I just don't know when.