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I don’t get to be out as Carrie very often, but I wish I could more. Why is my smile so much brighter and the way I feel I’m so much happier?

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Carrie L

I had written a bio when I first joined CDH, then I changed it, then I removed it. So here I go again. This is a very rough road to be traveling on when you feel alone for the ride. My feelings are in constant change, I try to embrace my cross dressing and accept it for being a part of who I am, but being surrounded by a sometimes hostile negativity, makes it hard to express and impossible to explain why I feel the need to dress this way. I’m not transgender, I just enjoy the times where I can dress up and present an expression of something, I feel is better. I have dressed up as far back as I can remember but only came out to my wife a couple of years ago. in spite of her knowing, and hating it, we have a good marriage built on decades of love and trust. I keep hoping for a trace of understanding, but I lose hope of that every time I get reminded I’m not the man she married.

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    April Sinclair
    Duchess
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    Awesome you look beautiful and so happy Carrie! I will have to meet you there sometime I have attended the Fem Fridays last October, November, and went in February.

    Patty Phose
    Duchess
    Famed Member
    1 year ago

    What an awesome beauty.

    Angela Wagner
    Managing Ambassador
    Famed Member
    1 year ago

    Beautiful, Carrie. A great outfit with bold shades of green and red. I’m relatively new to CDH, so this is the first photo of yours I’ve seen. I went back to look at your prior photos, and I must say that I adore your look! I especially love that hairdo!

    JackieBoy
    Baroness
    Famed Member
    1 year ago

    I definitely know that feeling. Very nice

    Gabriela Romani
    Member
    Gabriela Romani
    1 year ago

    Very nice look, and we understand your happy feeling

    Rozalyn Richards
    Duchess
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    Hi Carrie it’s a hard question to answer, only another C/dresser knows how you feel when you get to spread your wings, that’s why you smile more when you get to go out En Femme and you feel happier, a beautiful smile on a beautiful woman X
    Hugs Rozalyn X

    Deborah Sullivan
    Lady
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    yes love the dress and hairdo as well. Gorgeous and you have every reason to be smiling sis

    Jessica Skye
    Member
    Jessica Skye
    1 year ago

    Such a fun outfit. So glad you were able to go out. I can see why you have such a big smile.

    Peggy Sue Williams
    Member
    Peggy Sue Williams
    1 year ago

    Wow! What a beautiful lady!

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