I have known about my inner femme as long as I have known anything. It is there in Memory #1. Along with the memory that this was what I really wanted, I also knew that it must never be shared. Strange how I knew both those things at the same time. I have been totally closeted for most of my life, but decided that had to change around 10 years ago after the death of my wife. I found great solace in my femme persona and resolved at that time that Jessica would be a part of my life going forward. I have never regretted that decision for a moment, and as Jessica grows so do I, for we are one. I came out to my gf around 5 years ago. She was very accepting and helped me develop my feminine skills. I am so thankful for her acceptance, but I fear she is moving away from her initial interest. I came out to my Daughter shortly after the Caitlyn Jenner interview. She told me if I was ever in that place she would support me, so I thought ' this is the best chance I'll ever get'. It went well.