64 years old now and have been a closet crossdresser all of my life since I was about 12. I am married (second time) and my wife knows I crossdress. She is more tolerant than supportive but is getting more and more accepting. She still prefers Rikki stay out of sight but she knows I need my dressing time. I am a self employed professional with adult children who do not know about Rikki (so far as I know). As I get older I am finding my need to crossdress has gotten stronger and stronger. I underdress every day and keep my legs and chest smooth and toes painted, so that alleviates some of my need. I do not feel the need to transition however and I am very comfortable enjoying my dressing when I can get it.