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Feeling at ease with a post-holiday melancholy. It’s been a tough year, but I am enjoying an opportunity to relax after the most busy and personally stressful last couple of months. I had no intentions of sharing this photo from a previous photo session. This dress was the first purchase I made during COVID when I decided to experiment again with crossdressing. I never liked it, but tried it on again earlier this year at the end of a 5-hour long dressing binge. This photo spoke to me today. I feel the call of crossdressing again, and look forward to an opportunity to find Gemma’s smile again. Happy Holidays, girls! To those who can’t dress often, I know I’m not alone.

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Gemma Lovegood

Shy and kind closeted straight crossdresser. I started dressing very young (around 10), wearing my mother’s and sister’s things when I was alone. In my 20s I lived alone, and purchased several things of my own, including makeup. I worked for a gay man, and became a close friend of his, though I was and still am very straight. I went to several gay bars with him, and encountered many CDs, drag queens, and the full spectrum of the LGBTQ+ community. But, I could never find the courage to come out to him as a CD. I’m married for over two decades now and have never revealed my secret to my wife. We have countless gay friends (male and female), but I’ve never revealed myself to any of them. It seems strange, and is one of my biggest regrets. I’ve lived so long with this secret that it feels like I’ve passed a point of no return. Perhaps one day I’ll find the courage. I’m grateful for all of the friends and discussions I’ve had with others like me here at CDH. It truly feels therapeutic, and I’ve grown to accept these desires that I have, and to realize there are so many like me in the world. That gives me great peace.

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    Angela Wagner
    Managing Ambassador
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    Gemma, my dearest friend. It’s always wonderful to see any photo of you. Even a serious and melancholy one such as this. Your beauty still shines through. And really, that’s enough. I just thought of you the other day. You are always in my heart. I know you’ve had a rough time lately. I know how difficult it’s been for you — especially how tough it is to not be able to dress up as often as you’d like. But I also know how strong you are. How resilient. You should know that there will be better days. And you… Read more »

    Fran LaRosa
    Ambassador
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    So glad that you shared this photo of your Gorgeous self. The Pink Fog has spoken! 🥰

    Sophia Taylor
    Duchess
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    Gemma, you look beautiful and amazing in that dress! I love the belt too! Thank you for sharing this awesome photo.

    Michelle Wayne
    Duchess
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    It has warmed my heart to see you again Gemma! How beautiful this photo is! I hope you get more opportunities to Gemma up soon! And I am sorry for your struggles.

    Jennifer Connolly
    Duchess
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    Gemma, I am hopeful that you get more chances to dress and that it will put a big smile on your pretty face. Your photo is very pretty, thank you for sharing.

    Last edited 2 months ago by Jennifer Connolly
    Patty Phose
    Duchess
    Famed Member
    2 months ago

    I like the dress. You look great in it.

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