Very new in realizing something very old in me. I'm still figuring me out, but there is a lot of girl in me. I just started this "didn't see this coming" journey, as a result of numerous coincidental events/factors, including Covid (you spend a lot of time by yourself you start to think). I looked under the hood and....i've learned and am still discovering my feminine which has been clearly suppressed/repressed/duct taped/covered in coffee beans and placed in the basement in the corner my whole life.
I'm learning my feminine is maybe the nicest, best part of me. I am an empath, I'm a listener, I'm quieter, gentler, whereas my male side is (indeed a nice guy) but not as aware and a bit more dopey. 😉 My snarky male sense of humor does come out still, but I think that's ok.