Ted Nonbinary
I'm 55yo. I always knew I didn't follow normal gender patterns, but I didn't find out there was a name for people like me until recently. I am anatomically a man, but I don't feel comfortable following a males social patterns. I wear women's clothing knowing I can never look like a woman. That seems to be ok as per my psychologist. I am learning to be comfortable with who I am even though the general public is not. This is a life lesson that needs to be learned anyway. I think being nonbinary is a blessing because it caused me to look for answers internally. I believe i would not have searched for iner peace otherwise. Knowledge and understanding set me on a path to enlightenment and happiness. As an atheist I still mock pray my wife completes this journey with me. I am a natural bodybuilder. That exacerbates asthetics when dressing my upper body in anything feminine. I generally wear a masculine top with a skirt or a bodycon dress that hides my upper half. I wear eyeliner and mascara. I look strange even to myself. I feel like I don't fit as a male or a female. I am learning to accept myself and all people. I feel a negative pressure releasing as I do this. That is how I know I am on the right path to peace. If we all did this the world would be a much more loving planet. Oh, and no more cable news. Removing all negativity and focusing on the positives is my desired path.
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