Have you ever gotten the best of both worlds, without even knowing it? That’s what happened to me when I met my husband nearly two years ago. I’m a straight woman who loves men, but I’d had my heart broken twice: once when my husband of 21 years died suddenly an...
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Finding Your Way
April (Pacific Princess) Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 33I am sitting here, having a nice glass of wine, contemplating my future. I am a torn individual. OK with my male life, yet wanting more. I just feel more alive when I am April, yet I am so self conscious of my appearance. I know I do not pass and while I am OK going out part time...
It’s that time of year again where you cuddle up with that special someone, all cozy like. I love this time of year as much as I do swimsuit season. You can wear what makes you feel sexy and cover up with a silk robe or a fuzzy union suit. For me, I love to wear a silk nig...
I was summoned to the Managers office this week … and asked to shut the door … Gulp! My mind was in turmoil as to what I had done wrong, was I being moved to another platform, had there been a complaint about my care, … all this flashed through my mind in a nano...
Sometime back, I wrote about a beautiful person who was struggling with many things. This individual has made leaps and bounds since that time. Most of you remember the articles I wrote regarding a new friend to us all. She has overcome so many fears and obstacles in such a short...
There are background details that will help in explaining this magical day in my life. Not being one to repeat myself, I wanted to let you know that you can find them by reading my previous article. Last Monday, I had a life-changing event. It nearly caused me to tear-up by just ...
In my previous article, I wrote about “Happy Surprises,” little things that one doesn’t expect as a closeted crossdresser. And for over 60 years, I had a monster secret on my back. It was let loose once before in 1995 and it led to a horrific divorce. For whatev...
A woman is walking along the sidewalk on a windy day. The wind begins blowing stronger and stronger until its fierce enough to blow her away. Yet, she continues to walk defiantly against the wind. She leans forward against the impermeable gusts of wind. That scene summarized the ...
An open letter to an anonymous person: August 5th, 2019 Dear man sitting in the booth in front of me, Your furtive glances of recognition in my direction no longer embarrass me, they empower me to be an authentic person and remain true to myself. Your not-so-secretly whispered wo...
Meeting my wife, Stacie changed my life around. I wouldn’t be here without her. Stacie’s support has made me realize how important it is to not give up. She has been there for me when I was down. There was a moment when my whole wardrobe was stolen by the 2nd of my ...
The World That Was
Candice Foxx Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 16There I was, 13 or maybe 14, I had the whole world figured out. I was going to be a soldier, marry a beautiful loving woman, and live happily ever after. Wait, maybe it was – I was going to be a beautiful soldier, marry a handsome loving man, and live happily ever after. ...
Hi Girls, Patricia here! I want share some of my experiences dealing with shame and guilt I’ve experienced in my life with crossdressing and other endeavors. I’m sure most all of you will be able to relate to parts of my writing today! This may be more personal than we are ...
Most of us still have our two little fingers, unless for some interesting reason you don’t; like a table saw or angry spouse or something took them. They happily reside on each hand opposite the thumbs; often called pinkies from where I come from. I love that! My two little fin...
I’ve been trying to formulate this article for awhile now. It’s not easy when you have a blank screen in front of you. What do I want to say; do I want to pass on some wisdom from what I have learned—I don’t know. What you take from my story is up to you...
We Looked Alike! Hi Girls! I love to keep a journal and I especially like writing about my cross dressing propensities and my alternate desire to dress in an androgynous way whenever possible. Androgynous, for those of you who are not familiar with the term, is an adjectiv...
My story is like so many other ladies. I started feeling the urge to dress at an early age. I found myself first touching and then trying on my mother and sister’s clothes. I usually felt shame, because as a child of the 60’s, this kind of behavior was taboo. I knew I...
Hi everyone! I’ve been reading some CDH articles, forums, and chatting with some of you here. Many of the perspectives shared I find intriguing, sometimes alarming, and I’d like to share some of my own observations. When I was growing up, I lived in many different set...
With the holidays far behind us, I want to recount a gift exchange story; it’s never a bad time to get a holiday gift is the one that we should practice all year long. I attended my wife’s office party/meal recently where the table set up formed a large rectangle. Sevente...
Patricia needed to go shopping today. I had some errands to run, so they were done in drab. I am not ready to go out fully dressed. I decided to go as compromised Patricia. I had on my copper wig, ladybug dangly earrings, makeup (mascara, lipstick and powder), and wearing a sweat...
As a kid I was shy. I didn’t want to be, but I was. One day, I remember going to 1st grade wearing my mom’s stockings, holding them up with rubber bands—no pantyhose back then. In retrospect, it had been the wrong thing to do. My self-confidence was low. I blame it ...
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