I’ve been crossdressing since an early age. My first time and what I wore were my sister’s red tights. Their feeling of sliding up my legs was a very different experience. I can’t remember why I tried them on; I just did. I suppose I was always a little envious ...
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Hello fellow travelers I am writing this on December 31, 2023. As such, I would like to start by hoping everyone had a joyful and happy holiday season; may you have a fantastic 2024. The new year is already at work presenting new twists and turns in my own journey. My musical var...
I don’t know about you, but Christmas time for a crossdresser is a strange time of the year… Let me explain. It is the season of hope, forgiveness, and gratitude, and most importantly, the season of miracles. Every Christmas movie is full of them. We (as crossdressers) often ...
I used to go to my aunt’s house every Thanksgiving. Those days have passed as she, my mother, and their brother have all moved on to the fabulous banquets above. I went as a kid, an adult, with my children, and then as a grandfather. As my parents aged, we used to go to Village...
So I grew up in kind of a conservative, rural area. Needless to say, any difference was not acceptable, much less challenging the standard ideal of masculinity. I was one of those kids who was the target of bullying. For whatever reason I didn’t fight back, I just took it. This...
Nothing scares us more than the erratic pattern of our crossdressing lives; sometimes forced by situations such as vacations or extended guests staying at the house, or even the Pandemic. The most worrisome is the break that happens when I can but don’t dress, even more so than...
In Shakespeare’s time, men played all the female roles. Wouldn’t that have been fun? Not only was it acceptable, but it was also mainstream, and what wonderful clothing we could wear. If we can learn anything from history, it is that varying notions can change—for either be...
Well, July was quite a month! On July 8th, as mentioned in my previous article, the Tokyo Closet Ball held our tenth anniversary show. The audience was relatively small but wildly enthusiastic. Tributes came from former members in Canada and Belgium. We had our version of the ...
I promise to keep this installment light. I had a week of fishing and two of fierce golf outings, which left all the work I’d been trying to do on balancing out my tan out the window. Not long ago, my torso had distinct layers, but decent. At my age, I’m not heading to a pool...
So… My father passed peacefully at home. I knew it was getting close as he was sleeping more and not wanting to eat solids. His mind was there, but I knew he was processing the coming end. When he gave up wanting to drink his nourishment and told me he didn’t want his daily b...
First, I wish to say how thankful I am to everyone here at CDH. Just being here and sharing with one another has been a large part of my therapy over the last few years. I know I am not alone, as so many are afflicted/blessed with this desire to CD. THANKS!!! Around four years ag...
I have had a hernia for some time. The reason being that I was more concerned about my beloved wife, (who passed 20 Jan last year), than taking the time for the surgery. Also, that, and not worrying about her care, as she had far more medical problems than me. I have been living ...
I’m one of those who likes word play or is it a play on words? The wonderful double meaning, secret message, or even the humorous slam that passes by most who read it. I know I double up as the Managing editor for the site but trust me when I say writing is my passion not corre...
Reflections, anticipation, doubt, hope and nearly every other feeling all seem to happen at once when the Christmas season arrives and the looming uncertainty that accompanies the new year approaches. I’ve shared some of the health issues within my family. My mother passed away...
Ah! the journey of life. One never truly undertakes it alone, do we? The eternal struggle and internal monologue of “Me, Myself, and I” accompanies us all throughout this brief journey. Have you ever found yourself lost in thoughts, pondering over unnecessary things, ...
If there is one question that is seriously prevalent to my being, it is this: “How do you know?” I’ve asked that question enough times to fill my car with silver dollars. If they made a crossdresser anthem, that would be its title. Although it isn’t just about crossdressi...
We slowly become aware that it will come to the surface eventually. We know this now, right? Sometimes, we were aware in our earliest memories. Sometimes, in our adolescence or in early adulthood – those private thoughts and feelings that we push aside because we cannot pro...
Remembering a Weekend I Spent in New York City As a Woman… with a Man Then… the room’s doorbell rang. My heart fluttered. But I didn’t hesitate. I walked to answer the bell. I stepped back and he stepped in, letting the door close behind him. Right there by the door, he...
I wish you all the most wonderful holiday experience you can imagine, always! So, a while ago, like almost a year ago, I began using a product called Pueraria Mirifica. It is an herbal supplement that I got online that enhances breast growth, or so it promises. Let me first state...
Having reached what I call my “trombone” year, my seventy-sixth on the planet, and having been crossdressing since my eighth year – perhaps earlier – it is surprising to discover that there can still be things to be learned about this fascination that has with...
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