I’ve been surprised in recent years to find myself fancying a belief in reincarnation. This is a remarkable admission from a girl who has long been little more than amused by the half-baked ideas of the alternative, new age, occult, and various other pop-cosmologies. Even my sp...
To continue, 2018 began with me being in a state of limbo, so to speak. I was caught between dueling personalities. One existed solely because of the fear that my world would fall apart if anyone found out about the other. And that other one was giving me increasing amounts of...
In my two previous articles I wrote about my earliest recollections of my own feminine self-awareness. As is the vast majority of our collective experience, our feminine self-awareness is denied, suppressed, experimented with, etc. Some embrace their femme self early in life, oth...
I was shy about it at first. I was adopted; my birth mother mom gave me up for adoption, though I did reunite with her the day before Christmas when I was 15. It was a usual story; she gave birth to me and said she couldn’t take care of me. I understand this and wasn’...
The year of the Phoenix, 2018; it was the absolute worst year of my life, and yet, the most wondrous year of my life. The year rang in amongst a chaos of emotions throughout my life at that time. My egg cracked years before, and I was still trying to decipher the fallout while...
Editor’s note: I invited Stephanie, who is one of our contributing members on Transgender Heaven, to share her story here. So many of us are caught between worlds, not knowing where we fit, or even if there is a term to describe us. I’m most definitely one. I te...
How do you tell people that you’re somewhere on the transgender spectrum? Is there a system that works better than others? This is one with which I’ve grown comfortable. Tell me what you think. I had posted a topic in CDH describing my experience as I went to a busine...
Hey ladies I am going to share by recounting my journey. I was the scared, little girl who would never talk about dressing or being bigender. I started dressing in the mid 1980’s when I was 25. I got a blue knit pantsuit from Lane Bryan and breast forms from a catalog. I do...
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At an outdoor music event where I was in guy mode, flying solo, I noticed a couple consisting of a young man and lady walk on to the lawn and pause. The guy stops, puts his hands on his hips and looks around to assess the situation. The woman stops, watches the guy for a second, ...
I’ve been trying to formulate this article for awhile now. It’s not easy when you have a blank screen in front of you. What do I want to say; do I want to pass on some wisdom from what I have learned—I don’t know. What you take from my story is up to you...
The Thoughts of Youth Today I’ve had a down day and felt inspired to write a little. I put on the movie “In the Bedroom”, Todd Field’s beautiful and painful portrait of a couple dealing with the loss of their son. In one scene, a friend of the protagonist (played by the w...
Now that we have had articles about an overview of tv and movies, tv characters, inspirational song interpretations, and a movie review. It feels like a good time to write a review on a book. There is lots of fiction found online that is specifically geared towards our communitie...
This piece was first published on the NHS choices website to help support TG’s by sharing other aspects of the TG community and showing alternatives to transitioning. This article is reposted by Author permission. Most of the time Dawn lives as a man using a male name. Howev...
During the 18 months with my therapist (a regular Jungian, not specifically-gender-focused), I processed through a number of general life topics and also a bunch related to gender dysphoria. Like so many friends I’ve talked with, I spent 30 years trying to quit female cloth...
As I read thru several articles written by the members of the website I realize how much pain so many gals have felt over the years because of their desire to dress in feminine clothing. There are also words of joy, confidence and success by those who have been able to say: ̶...
When I`m relaxed, what do I want to do? Now (Jordan) has a different style to my other persona’s, taste. Is this natural, or is it having a “split personality?” The answer is; I’m not sure. So which is the real me? We have a vast difference in musical tast...
From seemingly out of nowhere, at age 64, I began constantly thinking about whether or not I was transgender. I started to explore dressing as a woman. The questions built; why is this happening? Is something wrong with me? After some nervous introspection, it became clear that t...
For much of the last year it has been difficult for me to find time to dress. Life has just gotten in the way. An ever-growing list of family and work responsibilities, on top of all the little time sucks that carve up the day, has made it inconvenient for me to even think about ...
Much of my life’s work for the past two decades has been devoted to the study of mythologies, archetypes, and the hero’s journey. While it is impossible for me to summarize all that means here, I will say that the heroic path requires that we heed the call to adventur...
Over time we learn many things, how to eat, how to talk, how to walk, how to play with other children, go to school and learn more, obey our parents, and eventually, we learn many lessons regarding right from wrong. Sometimes the right and wrong lessons can be gentle and sometime...
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My Crossdressing and the “Lock-down” May 26, 2020
“Crossdressing just for fun” isn’t really the case for me. I enjoy dressing and socializing and being accepted as a female. Like many other sisters, I am now in solitary confinement due to the Corona virus and can only enjoy dressing at home. I love going out wh...
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If It Came Easy. . . May 24, 2020
One of my favorite words in the English language – Freedom! This one word truly sums up my deepest core values all in two syllables. One of my favorite questions was asked by Mr Shakespeare, a name you may be familiar with. The question is famous, To Be? Or not to be? Whe...
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My Birth Of Mika And Her Current Life May 23, 2020
My birth of my life as Mika starts when I was 7 years old. I was living in Munich, Germany where I was born and raised. Later, in 1992 however, my father decided to move our family to America for a better life! As a little boy at age 7, I got interested in girl’s clothing a...
