When I began writing this, I wasn’t even sure how long I had been coming into the public chat room. It felt like only a couple of weeks, but on checking I found out that it had actually been since April, 2016. I only know that when I’m there, I feel at home. It’ as if I’m surrounded by Family. A group of people that I’ve never actually met, but have come to love. If I’m a little depressed, these girls are sure to cheer me up. If I’m getting too serious about life, they straighten me out, and If anyone needs help, I get to contribute. Like sisters, we all open our hearts to one another, sometimes, tease each other, but always the love is underlying everything. I find that it’s often easier to talk to the others in the chat room than it is to talk to physical family members. My Son and his wife are wonderful, but they don’t hug me every time I see them. You all do. You always have time to listen to how my day is going and always offer kind words if it’s not that great.

The people here come from all over the world. Many different occupations. Many different lifestyles, and aged from 18 to 85. But there is a common denominator; We are part of a bigger community. Kindred souls, if you will. Cross dressers, Transgender, Transsexual, Bi, Straight, and Gay, we belong to this wonderful family. We have our “Evil Uncle Ernie”, occasionally, you know, the ones who come as Guests, looking for more than support, but for the most part the people coming into the chat room are looking for support and friendship. We have our crazy Aunties, our wicked Step Sisters, our Gentle Grannies and our Little Sisters, whom we watch over and try to protect. We have our Sorrows, our Triumphs, our Adventures, our Dreams, and our Failures and wee share all of these things with each other. That is probably the best thing about the chat room. In sharing our lives, we enrich ourselves and each other. In this we learn that we are no longer alone, but that we are part of something bigger and better.

We have each other, and we have the Ambassadors, who have to keep us in line on occasion, and who I would not, could not, do without. If I ever have a question about what is proper, I know I can ask them and they will find an answer for me, if they don’t know already.

Unleash Your Inner Woman

The chat room offers guidance, support, and love. It gives us a chance to express ourselves in a way that is not available on the outside. We hear about great places to shop and neat little tricks we can use to improve our makeup. It is a place we can bounce ideas off other people with similar interests, without being afraid of being embarrassed. After all, this family is here for us, even when our physical families aren’t.

I can’t imagine that I would have come as far as I have without the chat room. It has let me grow in ways I would not have without it. Or, without you, who have come to mean more to me than you can possibly imagine. You are my Family and I would not give you up for all the gold in the world, because you are mine. And, I am yours. Now and for always. If I have learned anything here, it is that I am not alone. And I am loved.
I love you. And now I love myself. Thanks to you.

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I live in New Jersey. I was about 13 years old, when I first found a liking for girl’s things. I found a box of slips and petticoats up in the attic and brought it down to my bedroom and hid the box under my bed. I would often enjoy wearing them in my room. One day, my Mom found the box. I made up some crazy story about using them to make a weather balloon. My parents had divorced when I was eight, but my Mom called my Father, and I heard them talking. The resulting meeting was so traumatic for me, I buried the memories of it for the next 30 or so years. The next time I thought about it was when I was in my forties. My second wife and I were watching Jerry Springer, who had several Cross Dressers on the show. Without even thinking about it, I asked her, “Would you mind if I tried that?” She smiled at me and said, ” No.” Not long after, she bought me my first pair of heels. Until she passed away in 2002 I dressed and often went out. My third wife told me that she didn’t want me to do it any more and made me promise I wouldn’t. She passed in January 2016, and now I am going to return to this thing I love. I always went by the name Paige Turner when dressed, because I love to read. Now I just need to restock the makeup, and clothes, and shoes. I have since Half filled the closet, gotten a few wigs, several pairs of heels, and My Son and His Wife gave me a really nice makeup kit for Christmas. Now I live with my first wife, Wendy, again. She not only knows about Paige she critiques my outfits. She has done a lot to encourage me and gave me a lot of jewellery and wigs. She also helped me come out to my two Sons. (I’d already come out to all my sisters) Now, I have started hormone replacement therapy on Nov. 25, 2018. I can't wait to see cleavage.

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Leonara
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Hi Paige,
Thank for expressing your thoughts about the Chat Room…. that is exactly how I feel about it also. The caring , support , and talking to ladies around the world is what I enjoy most .
See you on the chat room
Leonara

Sheryl Johnstone
Ambassador

Hey Sister,
I couldn’t have said that any where near as well. That’s lovely Paige … and so true, it gave me goose bumps.
<3
Sheryl

Jennifergordon
Lady

Hi Sheryl girl! I’ve missed you a lot. Hope all is well with you. I’m doing fine with most things. Would love to hear from you. Hugs!

stacey s
Lady

Hi Paige,
That was a very good thoughts of the chat room I liked very much. There alot of caring ladies in the chat room and can guide us to places we have not known. Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Stacey s

*skippy1965(Cynthia)
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Grea article Paige! you are a vital part of the chatroom yoursel. Keep up the great work!

Luv,
Cyn

Kayla Jameson
Lady

Great article Paige. The chat room means a great deal to me too. You are loved, Paige Turner. – HUGS

Lea
Lady
Member

Nice article Paige. It’s really interesting how having one aspect of our lives in common leads to getting to know some amazing people here.

Delbra Dawn cordry
Lady

well said sister paige hugs and kisses

Angela
Member

Great article Paige!
I don’t know how I would cope if not for my sisters on this wonderful site. I rely on you girls so much for love and support. I also like to give my love and support to any and all of you!
In a lot of ways I am closer to you girls than my own family, probably because you understand my journey so well as you too are living the same/similar journey.
Hugs and kisses to all of my sisters! Angela

Tina
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Tina

I was 11 years old when I found out I liked to crossdressI was home alone,and bored. I decided to go to my mom’s room and try on some of her lingerie. Mom was a big woman so her things fit me. I still remember her silk panties and how they felt. She had a planted long line bra and panty girdle which I put on. I finished it with a pair of her stockings. I felt so girly! I was on my way.

Jennifergordon
Lady

Hi Tina! Sure can relate to your story. For me it started around age 12. It started with my mother’s stockings. After that I just couldn’t stop. The urges never go away. I finally accepted the whole thing. Acceptance was the key for me. I always wear panties and hosiery under my jeans. Would love to hear from you. Hugs!

Deva
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Deva

age 9-10 or so just love the feel pantyhose and tight corsets short skirts , just so feminized

Pinkie
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Pinkie

Great article Paige and yes we are all a part of this chat room and we are all one big family. Like you this chat room has helped me in ways I never thought possible. If not for this chat room I would not be living my dream of transition now.It is a very wonderful place to be and just hang out you will always feel the love in this room.

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