When I began writing this, I wasn’t even sure how long I had been coming into the public chat room. It felt like only a couple of weeks, but on checking I found out that it had actually been since April, 2016. I only know that when I’m there, I feel at home. It’ as if I’m surrounded by Family. A group of people that I’ve never actually met, but have come to love. If I’m a little depressed, these girls are sure to cheer me up. If I’m getting too serious about life, they straighten me out, and If anyone needs help, I get to contribute. Like sisters, we all open our hearts to one another, sometimes, tease each other, but always the love is underlying everything. I find that it’s often easier to talk to the others in the chat room than it is to talk to physical family members. My Son and his wife are wonderful, but they don’t hug me every time I see them. You all do. You always have time to listen to how my day is going and always offer kind words if it’s not that great.

The people here come from all over the world. Many different occupations. Many different lifestyles, and aged from 18 to 85. But there is a common denominator; We are part of a bigger community. Kindred souls, if you will. Cross dressers, Transgender, Transsexual, Bi, Straight, and Gay, we belong to this wonderful family. We have our “Evil Uncle Ernie”, occasionally, you know, the ones who come as Guests, looking for more than support, but for the most part the people coming into the chat room are looking for support and friendship. We have our crazy Aunties, our wicked Step Sisters, our Gentle Grannies and our Little Sisters, whom we watch over and try to protect. We have our Sorrows, our Triumphs, our Adventures, our Dreams, and our Failures and wee share all of these things with each other. That is probably the best thing about the chat room. In sharing our lives, we enrich ourselves and each other. In this we learn that we are no longer alone, but that we are part of something bigger and better.

We have each other, and we have the Ambassadors, who have to keep us in line on occasion, and who I would not, could not, do without. If I ever have a question about what is proper, I know I can ask them and they will find an answer for me, if they don’t know already.

The chat room offers guidance, support, and love. It gives us a chance to express ourselves in a way that is not available on the outside. We hear about great places to shop and neat little tricks we can use to improve our makeup. It is a place we can bounce ideas off other people with similar interests, without being afraid of being embarrassed. After all, this family is here for us, even when our physical families aren’t.

I can’t imagine that I would have come as far as I have without the chat room. It has let me grow in ways I would not have without it. Or, without you, who have come to mean more to me than you can possibly imagine. You are my Family and I would not give you up for all the gold in the world, because you are mine. And, I am yours. Now and for always. If I have learned anything here, it is that I am not alone. And I am loved.
I love you. And now I love myself. Thanks to you.

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    Patty Michelle
    Patty Michelle
    6 years ago

    Paige,

    You are such a sweetheart! What beautiful words you wrote about the chat room, all of your family here and about yourself. We love you!!

    Hugs,
    Patty

    Alison
    Alison
    6 years ago

    It’s very scary realizing your not a man, but actually a woman . It’s like the whole world opens while closing at the same time

    Erikka
    Erikka
    6 years ago

    New to this. I want to dress all the time, but really cant, ever. I have started, and tossed, many collections of panties, stockings, shoes.. How do you hide it, yet be able to do it?

    Lynn
    6 years ago

    Like you Paige , I have purged to many times in the past, Never again

    Lynn
    6 years ago

    Hi Paige, love your article on the chat rm

    Jennifergordon
    6 years ago
    Reply to  Erikka

    Hi Errika! Happy to meet you. I don’t know if you live alone or married but the clothes can be an issue I know. I do my best to keep them separated from the male things. In plain boxes or whatever. I got rid of all male undies a long time ago. I wear nylon panties and stockings just about everyday. Also a garter belt. I love my pantyhose also. Please refrain from purging because it will get expensive to replace the items. We all go thru it! I hope I helped you even a little bit. I would love… Read more »

    Jennifergordon
    6 years ago

    All you girls are wonderful! There was a time when I thought that I was the only one on earth who was a girl too. Very lonely days for sure but no more. The purging and denying are gone thank goodness. So happy to be accepted for who I am.

    Jennifergordon
    6 years ago

    I apologize for misspelling your name Erikka!

    Jessica
    Jessica
    6 years ago

    What a lovely site! So happy I found you all! 🙂
    Jess x

    Misty
    Misty
    6 years ago
    Reply to  Jessica

    Same here!

    Brittany Asher
    6 years ago

    Thank You Paige
    That is the felling I got after only 2 days here . It was just so Comfortable. Talking to you and the other girls in the chat room was so easy. You all made me feel like I was apart of the discussion right from the start.
    I love the way you put it. The family , the love and yes the hugzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

    Jessica
    Jessica
    6 years ago

    Hi girls I’ve posted a pic on my profile in case it helps anyone. I’ve found that if I strap my fleshy chest fat with wide tape I can create a nice convincing cleavage before I put a bra and inserts in. Take a look and tell me what u think girls- hope it helps! 🙂 Jess xoxox

    Maria
    Maria
    6 years ago

    Hi Paige honey I’m glad I have another place to talk I’m alone far too much it’s almost like solitary confinement and it’s getting to me but I try to be strong and think my way through I at least have a girl online I’m talking to which helps too but I haven’t told her yet I want to I know I should before we get too close it will surely be the test of tests for her to pass if she truly loves my heart she says she does I also play guitar electric that is and I’ve been… Read more »

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