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The Crossdresser Heaven Ambassadors are a team of volunteers from around the world who help ensure Crossdresser Heaven is a safe, welcoming and supportive place for everyone in the transgender community.

From time to time we have openings on the staff. If you are interested in joining our team please contact the Managing Ambassador.

When selecting Ambassadors we look for members who have demonstrated empathy, who are active in the community and who will provide a welcoming environment for everyone who joins the Crossdresser Heaven Community. We would also love to add more geographic diversity to our team of Ambassadors – here’s looking at you Ireland, New Zealand, Canada, South Africa, India and others!

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Assistant Managing Ambassador - Media

Joined: 2023-02-22

United States of America

Angela Wagner

Last Online: 4 minutes ago

Even as a boy, I thought girl’s clothing was more interesting than boy’s clothing. I dabbled with crossdressing in my early 20’s trying on my sisters’ clothes — but didn’t take it very far because very little fit me. Eventually my attention turned to my career — getting my degree and teaching at a university. So my crossdressing laid dormant for decades. But the itch never totally went away. When I retired, I realized that the time was right to try my hand at crossdressing again. Except this time I got serious. The internet provided me with women’s apparel that actually fit me — and delivered it to my front door. YouTube taught me how to apply makeup and other tricks to feminize my appearance. And I had the time and freedom to experiment. The result is that I was able to create Angela, a woman whose beauty and femininity exceeded my wildest expectations. I’m sorry if that sounds vain, but I’ll never forget the first time I saw her in the mirror, fully realized, staring back at me. What a rush! If only my 20-something self could see me now! I joined Crossdresser Heaven about three months after I got back into crossdressing, and it changed my life. The support and love I feel from this community has given me the confidence and courage to take my crossdressing to the next level. I now go out in public as Angela — something that I honestly thought I would never do when I began my crossdressing journey. So what’s next? Going shopping with my CDH friends, a professional makeover, and a convention or two. Stay tuned.

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Managing Ambassador

Joined: 2018-09-20

United States of America


Last Online: 6 hours ago

a little on the experienced side of age.
I love motorcycles, painted toes, high heels, and skirts.
I am a professional in an "old school" technical profession.
a proud US Navy Veteran.
and happy to share experiences with others

in 2019 I went out with the girls for the first time, and I've had a ball doing it since. most of the time my wife, "Mrs. Jay" goes with me.
I've met (and hugged) about 80 of our members when I'm out, always en-femme, and enjoy our adventures.
hopefully that number will grow, hugely.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador at large

Joined: 2019-02-22

United Kingdom

Dawn Wyvern

Last Online: 5 months ago

Long termTG living next to the sea side in the Duchy of Cornwall, UK, with my wonderful partner and 2 batty cats !

I enjoy canoeing, cycling, Traveling and burlesque.

I work as a nurse practitioner in the Oil and Gas industry, and supports many people from the Transgender community.

I have been out and about for many years, and spend a large portion of my time fem.

If you wish to become ‘friends’ with me, please PM me at the same time so as I can get to know you first, rather than just collect names on your list. I am very approachable, but would like to get some idea about who you are and why you would like to link to me.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador - Significant Other Group

Joined: 2018-09-23

United Kingdom

eleanor holborn

Last Online: 2 months ago

I support my partner as much as I can

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Assistant Managing Ambassador - Chat

Joined: 2019-04-15

United States of America

Kelly Rhoads

Last Online: 38 minutes ago

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Deputy Managing Ambassador

Joined: 2019-08-24

United States of America

Liz K

Last Online: 56 minutes ago

Hi I'm Elizabeth! You can call me 'Liz'.

I always knew I should've been born a girl. I got caught wearing women's clothes when I was 4. I started actively crossdressing when I was 11. I got caught a few times in my teens and early adulthood.

I struggled with gender issues for decades. Self-loathing and mental trauma were a big part of my life. I came to terms with who I am in 2015. Then I got into therapy and worked on my issues for a few years.

By 2019 I knew I had to meet other girls like me. That's when I stumbled upon CDH. The girls I met changed my life. Many of them are now chosen family. And my chosen family is still growing.

In 2021 I realized transition was my only option for a happy life. I started HRT in September 2021. I've been living full time since June 2022. I completed a legal name & gender change in May 2024. Gender confirmation surgery is likely.

Today I live as my authentic self. Life has never been better. I love to chat and socialize with girls like me. This community means everything to me. Trans is beautiful.

It's my hope that every one of us finds their happy place, wherever that may be.

Professionally, I work in Information Technology

Want to know more?? DM me.

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TGH Liaison Manager

Joined: 2018-12-15

United States of America

Michelle Lawson

Last Online: 1 months ago

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Assistant Managing Ambassador

Joined: 2017-05-09

United States of America

Miss Cloe

Last Online: 2 weeks ago

CC is a Virginia’s girl who began her journey in the 4th grade when I secretly wore my sister’s hand me down jeans to school. I was closeted CD for many years, but came out in 2016 at the age of 50 and have transitioned. A compassionate and empathetic lady, I love to help people. I earned my nickname when I helped a CDH member with celebrating her start on HRT by having a Cup Cake. In June 2018 I began living my life authentically and have completed most major milestones in my transition plan.

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Managing Editor

Joined: 2016-03-13

United States of America

Sabrina (Brina) MacTavish

Last Online: 7 hours ago

Brina is from Iowa. She is currently the Managing Editor of CDH and TGH. When she isn't busy on-site, she spends her time writing--more than a hobby, but still seeking that 1st bestseller. Under her male guise, she has 5 published works of fiction and one short novella under Brina's deplume. A recently completed CD novel should be ready in the next year and Brina hopes it can become a series with fun characters.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador At Large

Joined: 2020-06-10


Stevie Steiner

Last Online: 20 hours ago

Finally putting myself out there after decades of being on my own. Now accepting and embracing it. Actually, accepted it a long time ago, when I realized my inside didn't jive with what I saw in the mirror, just now being public about it. First support site I have ever experienced (lucky me). Always been on my own with this since I started CD'ing at 10 or so. Underdressed on and off thru the decades. Now full time, but mostly private, and dressing more full Stevie now.
Am I TG, am I CD? Now I realize that I am indeed a trans woman, and comfortable with it - at last!

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Joined: 2012-04-18

United States of America

Vanessa Law

Last Online: 7 hours ago

I’m passionate about creating a safe space for everyone in the transgender community to find laughter and friendship on their journey. I completed my physical transition in 2011 and through it I lost everything, and gained everything. I am blessed that I was forced to gaze inward and embark on the journey to discover and live my authentic self. My deepest wish is that all who wander here may find peace, happiness and freedom.

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Joined: 2016-04-03

United States of America

April (Pacific Princess)

Last Online: 1 days ago

I have been crossdressing since about the age of 7, and took a 30+ year hiatus from dressing while I was busy raising my family. I started dressing again a few years ago, and at times I feel TG, and other times, simply someone who likes to crossdress. I finally like who I am though, and I am moving closer and closer to who I want to be, but I'm not quite sure who that is yet. My feelings go back and forth over time, yet I'm finally at peace with who I am and can't wait to keep moving forward.

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Ambassador - Editor

Joined: 2019-11-29

United States of America

Michelle Jamison

Last Online: 1 weeks ago

CD who feels much younger than I really am. Emulate those who present themselves as the most feminine versions of selves. Would not want to ever appear to be "guy in drag" but want my look to be cute, flirty and feminine. Wish to appear appropriate for age. Goal would be to have GG's see me and only think "I really like her outfit", or " I love her shoes". Have purged I past and have decided Shelli will always be with me, so I want her to be happy, pampered and enjoy all of the things she has always dreamed of. She should never settle for outfits that do not flatter her or prevent her from feeling like the pretty woman she is.

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Associate Editor

Joined: 2018-06-28

United States of America


Last Online: 4 days ago

I love the thrill of cross dressing and based on the CDH girls' comments in response to my posted photos, I must be pretty good at exploring the feminine side of myself. I find it sexy, sensual, exciting, challenging, and ever changing. I'm so very blessed now to have as much money as I want to spend on Scarlett and can now, for the very first time in fifteen years, actually purchase dresses, tops, and skirts while shopping with my wife! I never thought that would ever come to fruition!

I can now store all of Scarlett's things in our huge dream home when just a short period of time ago, it would all have to be kept in a temperature controlled storage unit.

I love Crossdresser Heaven and know it's the classiest and most tasteful cross dressing site on line. All the girls are full of support and encouragement and if folks come to the site with alternative motives which aren't in line with our founder’s rules and regulations, they are quickly deleted from our site. Vanessa Law, our founder, keeps this site classy at all times. She has much help from her Ambassadors, Chat Room Monitors, Photo Monitors, Article Editors, and many more personnel to keep this site classy, encouraging, and supportive.

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Chat Ambassador

Joined: 2018-02-28

United States of America

April Meyer

Last Online: 4 months ago

I am a blossoming girl, trying to go from drap to glam if not full time than sometime. Believe that love conquers all hate is easy better the hard way then that way.
Update 9 9 2021; I have blossomed into a trans woman mainly with the help and encouragement of the girls on this site. I thank you all! I figured it was time to get this up to date. I love the new me so happy I now have the opportunity to be free and be me. Peace and love!!

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Ambassador - Forums

Joined: 2015-08-22

United States of America

Claudia C

Last Online: 5 months ago

A CD with a nice mini skirt collection and various points of view spanning multiple views based on region and culture.

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Chat Ambassador

Joined: 2017-11-26

United States of America

Dawn Judson

Last Online: 1 weeks ago

As I said, originally, I'm sure we all have very similar stories, but yes, I’m a happy girl when I’m Dawn. I'm feeling more & more comfortable. I’ve been crossdressing since I was about 10. Until recently, I always felt like I enjoyed it– but wished I didn’t. I think it was something I was born with, but the thing that I felt that really awakened the desire in me, was a "TRUE" magazine article. I happened to find it on the top shelf of a closet (How appropriate). Naturally, I curiously looked through the magazine, perhaps, hoping to find pictures of nude women. But then, I came across an article entitled, “My Husband Became a Woman”. Suddenly, I wanted to see how it felt to be a girl & started trying on things that belonged to my mom & sister. It felt so good & actually excited me, sexually.

I’m pretty sure that my mom knew about it. She had caught me, trying on a pair of my granny’s shoes, once, and I’m sure that she could tell that someone had been into her clothes– especially when I accidentally got makeup on a white sundress & didn’t have time to clean it. There was also a time when my best friend asked me if I had mascara on (Apparently, I hadn’t done a good job of washing it off.) I told him, “No, I was taking a nap. That’s why my eyes look like this.” I don’t think he bought it.

I wasn’t gay. I liked girls & had several girlfriends throughout high school. I was still doing the closet thing, but when I was with them, crossdressing never crossed (pardon the pun) my mind . Also, never really thought about it while serving a few years in the Armed Forces. But it all seemed to come back when my wife & I were dating & we went to a friend’s Halloween Party as the opposite sexes. Shortly after we got married, I played a trick on her, one morning, as we were getting ready for work. She had her clothes laid out for the day. While she was showering, I put her bra on under my shirt. She couldn’t figure out where she had put it. I wanted to see how long it would take her to find it. Again, it felt good.

The following year, I admitted to her that I enjoyed it & asked her if she’d mind. She said OK. I didn’t do it often, but I got a little carried away, one weekend, and pierced my own ears. No one said anything about it at work, but I’m sure the holes were noticable. Then, we threw our own Halloween party. You guessed it. She was a guy. I was a French maid.

Our oldest kids are girls. I still “dressed up”, occasionally, when they were young, but when the boys came along, I stopped & purged what little clothing I had.

Once the boys grew up & moved out, I found myself wearing some of my wife’s clothes. In fact, over the years, although she rarely lets me wear lingerie to bed, our foreplay involves her doing things to me that would normally be done to a woman. No, she’s not gay either, although I have daydreamed about what it would be like to have lesbian sex with her. That said, crossdressing doesn’t seem to sexually stimulate me like it once did. Instead, it gives me more of a feeling of joy & satisfaction– like this feels right & it’s who I should be.

I’m really opening up, here, and it is quite liberating to do so. Thank goodness that I found Crossdresser Heaven. I never wanted to apply the term, “crossdresser” to myself. I was very apprehensive about joining CDH, initially, and have remained guarded about posting, but the more time I spend as Dawn, the more confident I become. I’m enjoying the replies I’m getting from my “sisters”. There’s acceptance here. I no longer feel like a “freak”. It’s amazing how many others have the same issue that I do. Three years ago, I would have never thought that I could be this open about “my little secret”.

I started doing some online shopping & expanded my wardrobe. I’m a 14, but I’m hoping to get down to a 12. I have a little roll I need to get rid of. I’d also like to get a little plastic surgery. I’ve also considered electrolysis & some herbs to slightly enhance my breasts (I don’t have much in that area). Any suggestions, I’m all ears. Also, after many years, playing sports, my legs are kind of beat up. I’d like to wear shorts or a casual skirt without hose. Any ideas about how to shape them up?

Last Halloween (Ain’t that a wonderful holiday?), I attended two different parties– one in just a flowered dress (a guy tried to pick me up) & the other as a St. Pauli Girl. Since last year, I’ve gotten involved with a couple of different crossdressing groups which has allowed me to come out of the closet a bit. My schedule hasn’t allowed me to attend very many meetings, but when I can, it has helped me find who I am & to admit to myself that I am a crossdresser. Does that make me transgendered? I’m not sure. Being honest with myself, I'd love to see what it feels like to become a real woman, but my wife says she would leave me if I did. I couldn’t do that to her. She didn’t “sign up for this”. She’s the best thing that ever happened to me.

I find that I’m spending more time as Dawn, but I have to be careful not to upset my wife. We had a pretty deep conversation, yesterday. She let me buy a new wig, on Friday, and she bought me a pair of capris, a skirt & two pairs of earrings, yesterday. She’s accepting that Dawn is a part of our lives; that I need Dawn. My wife even says that, as Dawn, I seem to be more productive around the house and assist her with “womanly” chores, but she’s worried that maybe she shouldn’t be encouraging me.

Maybe she’s right. When I look in the mirror at my male self, I'm not happy with that old man looking back at me. But, as Dawn, I’m very happy with the way I’m looking (In fact, because she doesn’t like me coming to bed, as Dawn, I have to take it all off- but that's getting harder to do). My make-up skills are improving. My wife now says that she thinks I could “pass” in public (I have to work on the voice, though) not only as a woman, but as a woman 20 years yonger than my true age. I look & feel younger when I’m Dawn. When I exercise, for some reason, I feel stronger & more energetic as Dawn. Many people, who have seen pictures of Dawn or seen her at one of those Halloween parties, say that I look better as a woman than I do as a man. I have to agree. We may be planning a “Girls Day Out”, soon, going shopping, having lunch & getting manicures & pedicures.

Sometimes, I get frustrated with my job & other things in my life, but I find crossdressing therapeutic. Put me in a dress and it completely lightens my mood. My depression used to be worse & sometimes incapacitating. Looking back, perhaps subconsciously, I was down because I couldn’t be a woman or, at least, look like one.

Is this what’s missing in my life? I’m worried that if I am even considering transitioning, I'd better do it soon or it'll be too late. I don't want to live my whole life, not realizing my dream & being who I think I was meant to be. How sad would that be? I think my wife realizes that & that’s why she’s reluctantly giving me the “green light”– so I can enjoy the next best thing to being a woman while I can.

Life’s short. Be gorgeous!

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Ambassador - Member Connections - Profiles

Joined: 2017-08-07

United States of America

Gina Angelo

Last Online: 2 months ago

Freshly minted CD, but now realize I am better described as a Two Spirit. Finally free to be me and find my inner peace. A professional with two personalities and sexualities

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Ambassador - Groups

Joined: 2016-02-18

United States of America


Last Online: 2 weeks ago

It's safe to say that my life & lifestyle" were chosen for me before I even knew the plan! My belief has always been that I / we didn't choose our lifestyle but that we were born this way. I guess there are many who don't see it this way and make many attempts to fight or change our fate. I however did listen to it and began to follow directions at a early age. For me as with so many other Cross Dressing, Drag and LGBTQ+ lifestyle began around 8 years old. Well LGBTQ+ followed soon after. My sexuality was confirmed at 15 after having my first encounter. It couldn't have been more apparent. Answers to my own questions I carried with me for some time were answered that day. My coming out debut was like a huge weight lifted from me immediately when I stood before my mother and sister's and confessed everything. All of they're suspicions were brought to life. Getting into all my sister's things, wearing they're clothes, makeup and everything else they owned I admitted to. I had always thought I was so sneaky and left no evidence. But I hadn't been. They knew all along. There was so much evidence. There were so many times and situations throughout a long course of time had added up and grown in such big numbers it had to have been impossible to keep track. For example all my posessions in my bedroom like makeup, nail polishes, hair tools, my clothing, shoe, boots, pictures and posters on my walls, etc. If anyone who had walked into my room didn't or couldn't recognize that "there was something different about Jackie" they would have been stupid and or very nieve. I always came up with an excuse as to why anyone seen what there was to see in every corner nook and cranny of my room. I did eventually begin to wonder how they really thought. I I had been put on front street and drilled with questions practically on a daily basis. I had slowly become too relaxed and stopped trying to keep everything hidden. Beside the fact that everything had become too impossible to hide. So confessing to all of what seemed at the moment to be so long actually only took minutes to admit it all to be true. Thats as short of my story I can put down to you. I have only a few regrets of mistakes I have made overtime but who I am is not one of them. Enjoy, have fun and be yourself and if you can't do that right now then pretend until you can!

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Ambassador - Groups

Joined: 2015-10-12

United States of America


Last Online: 1 days ago

I dress enfemme when the opportunity presents itself. I dress conservatively. Always trying to be the lady. My profile picture represents my latestmakeover feeling more feminine each day.

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Media Ambassador

Joined: 2022-10-11

United Kingdom

Lucy Bancroft

Last Online: 1 hours ago

I’ve been dressing on and off since early teens, so over 40 years. Much more off than on, but that’s changed completely in the last few years.
Now a regular dresser, but in the closet at home, and want to keep it that way.

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Joined: 2017-05-20



Last Online: 6 hours ago

Wishing I was born a girl from five or six years old, I started wearing my mother's old skirts and dresses in secret around twelve. After 37 years of dressing in the closet I first went out presenting fully female in the fall of 2014, two years after being diagnosed with Parkinson's disease.

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Chat Lead Ambassador

Joined: 2021-01-09

United States of America


Last Online: 48 minutes ago

Fairly average straight married guy with a “hobby” most people not part of this community would think was strange. Had the urge to dress since early childhood, things have evolved as I’ve learned more about myself. I’m all or nothing when it comes to dressing, if you know what I mean. Being a member here has really been instrumental coming to that realization, which I thank everyone I’ve come in contact with on cdh. Im a full time father and husband who happens to enjoy feeling pretty on a part time basis.

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Chat/Forums Ambassador

Joined: 2023-08-05

United States of America


Last Online: 13 minutes ago

Seductive Boffin and 'World's Okayest Crossdresser'

I started out as a in-house lingerie wearer, and I truly enjoyed that. It was fun and made me feel sexy...but in 2022 I dipped my toe in the water and tried a wig...and then makeup...and then a compliment from a friend had me pondering if I could really do this. Eventually I said 'well @%$# it' and decided to venture out. That first time was to Pride back in June '22.

It felt great! Exciting, liberating, fun...but it took me 6 more months to do it again. In Dec '22 I finally found a local(ish) group of people to do things with and started getting out socially more and more often. Meeting new people, trying new things, and enjoying this part of me - that's what life is all about, isn't it?

So now, going out is just a regular part of who I am. I've got a closet full of proper clothes (ones that won't get me arrested for indecent exposure - though I have those, too) and jewelry, and makeup.

I'm quite chatty and like learning about others! Feel free to say hi! 🙂

Oh, and I'm 53.

"All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us." - Gandalf

“If you trust in yourself. . .and believe in your dreams. . .and follow your star. . . you'll still get beaten by people who spent their time working hard and learning things and weren't so lazy." - Terry Pratchett

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Ambassador - Member Connections

Joined: 2018-05-27

United States of America

Michelle Liefde

Last Online: 15 hours ago

When I was young , I loved Deborah Harry. I thought it was just a crush, but realized not only did I find her attractive but what she would wear. When I was 11, I first tried on a dress, pantyhose and bra. I had waited for my family to go out and finally decided to try. We had a storage area in our garage where my mom had some of her old clothes. I would go out there a much as I could. Eventually, I was found out. I buried this part of myself for over 30 years. I spent that time being happy, sad and repressed. Then about 7 years ago, I finally admitted to myself that I wanted to try again. After a little time, I told my wife and luckily she has been growing with me as I figure learn more about Michelle. After the last few years of trying to figure it out, It turns out that I am trans and have decided to transition. I still working out what that means and looks like.

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Lead Ambassador - Chat

Joined: 2020-01-07

United States of America


Last Online: 15 hours ago

My progression of who I am is changing. My first time on CDH I chose Robyn. An extension of my male name. So I stayed with that name this time. But my male side would suppress her. Push her back inside and keep her hidden. I believe Prudence will help me further my journey to who I really am. I look forward to new discoveries and experiences with my Friends here at CDH.

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Troll sniper

Joined: 2018-10-28

United States of America

Robin Kliment

Last Online: 23 hours ago

I really don't know where I'm going with this all, but certainly do know HOW I'm getting there. We all have to choose a place to sit and I guess I've chosen "gender-fluid". There are things in both genders that have GREAT value to me and I intend to enjoy them all to their maximum potential. My wife lost her battle with lung cancer so I guess I'm not hurting anyone anymore. I am 5'8 in flats, 36-30-35, and a size 8 dress. I do not engage in sex outside of a long-term committed relationship.

I am currently on a quest of self-acceptance and discovery. Kansas City-Denver-Omaha I visit all and live in none.(I travel a LOT for my work) I'm not looking for a relationship but I do miss companionship. This all is VERY real for me, so please don't waste my time with anything else.
NOTE---do NOT buy wigs from Paula Young, they're NOT discreet

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Ambassador - Media

Joined: 2015-09-09

United States of America

Samantha G.....

Last Online: 15 hours ago

Hails from Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. I've been crossdressing since age 12 with off and on activity till age 27 when I first fully dressed. After that I knew it was going to be a lifelong obsession. Try to dress several times a month but sometimes life gets in the way. No worries though, my sense of humor gets me through just about anything. Have the box set of all the Monty Python episodes too. 🙂

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Ambassador - Greetings

Joined: 2015-08-24

United States of America

skippy1965 Cynthia

Last Online: 5 hours ago

The Original Cyn, or OC for short. Cynthia is from Richmond Virginia, she crossdresses every day (lucky gal!) and has a knack for tracking down niggling technical issues so we can fix them.
She is also on a journey of self-examination to figure out where her feminine journey will lead her, and is always willing to talk with others about their feelings and questions or her own.
Update January 2023- the above was written by Vanessa on my behalf back when I joined in 2015. So much has happened on my journey since then. From a shy CD who had hardly been outside as herself to being pretty much full time Cyn 24/7 now. I told work about me and started HRT last year. Everyone knows about me in my life now too. I've socially transitioned for the most part but not sure if I will do anything regarding legal name or any surgeries at all. It's taken mea long time to accept myself for who I am but the site has helped me reach that level of self-awareness. I say dating below but that's just the best status I can say. I have a friend who is very special to me that I HOPE will be more a life companion as time goes forward.

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Ambassador - Forums

Joined: 2017-06-26


Stephanie Flowers

Last Online: 18 hours ago

retired and am happily married over 40 years to a wonderful woman who opened up to this side of me. For many years I felt these feelings but family and every day life always came not allowing me to express the passons inside me. By years end i made great strides and now 2 plus years later I finally have reached in fully dressing but still learning the finer qualities as in makeup, fashions styles and bettering my appearance. As my confidence started to improve many experience's have happened. Allowing me more to express my femininity. happy to find cdheaven and to understand all that is happening and now I am truly enjoying my journey and I'm looking forward what's ahead . Thank you.

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Ambassador - Forums

Joined: 2018-02-06

United States of America

Terri Anne

Last Online: 3 months ago

My name is Terri Anne.
I started crossdressing as a teen. My very first time was a stretchy sheath dress. I will never forget how comfortable it was. It just felt right!

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Ambassador - Unity/Local Places

Joined: 2021-01-12

United States of America

Vanessa Friends

Last Online: 3 months ago

Hello,I am 55 straight male married 19 years. I consider myself gender fluid. Go out in public fully female and are excepted everywhere. Even flew fem before .Love being male and love being female.




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Forums Hostess

Joined: 2020-08-01

United Kingdom

Angela Booth

Last Online: 9 hours ago

At first I was afraid, I was mystified I kept thinking I could I could never live without my female side
But then I spent many a night to know it wasn’t wrong
And I grew strong And I learned to get along
And so I’m here From my secret place
I walked out and see me here with that happy look on my face
I have changed that stupid lock and thrown away the key
I know for many seconds it doesn’t bother me
I go on now and walk out that door I don’t turn around now
‘Cause I am welcome for evermore
No one can hurt me with a goodbye
Do you think I would crumble
Do you think I would dress down and lie?
Oh no not I. I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to dress, I know I will thrive,
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my looks to give
And I will thrive I will thrive Hey Hey.

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Chat Hostess

Joined: 2019-03-03

United States of America

Ellie Mae

Last Online: 1 months ago

EA few weeks ago I decided, with the help of my therapist, that I am a trans person. Could be transexual or transgender, not sure it matters. What does matter is that I have felt like a woman for the better part of sixty years and Ellie Mae is finally living the life that dreams are made of. I want to celebrate my femininity with hair, nail color, shaving my body, wearing a bit of makeup even when drab, wearing women's clothing 100% of the time at home, and panties full time. I love going out with friends (Dawnie and April) dressed up to the 9's and having dinner with The Rose City T-Girls. I also love spending time in the chat room. Sometimes I go there when I'm lonely, sad or happy. You girls saved my life last year when my former wife told me she couldn't be married to a CD/TG person and now I believe it is my responsibility when someone new comes in and asks for help. Being Trans isn't easy but thank God for CDH, where we can support one another in a safe environment. Ellie

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Joined: 2022-10-04


Ellie Dee

Last Online: 20 hours ago

Im a 62 year old male who likes to do construction work, building in wood/brick anything to do with construction.
I play keyboards and guitar and have a home recording studio.
I love to draw
I also enjoy going out into the wild wild world and feel like a woman doing the regular shopping. It is much more fun shopping for groceries in a dress. And of course going in to clothes shops to try on new clothes is a real buzz. Shania Twain got it right - Man, I feel like a woman.

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Joined: 2023-12-02

United Kingdom

Jacqueline Larkspur

Last Online: 42 minutes ago

Mature and happily married with two grown up children.

My story is a very familiar one! It started when I was aged four, when my mother caught me clumsily pulling on a pair of her tights. My teenage years found me dressing whenever my parents went out, which wasn't very often. At first I carefully borrowed my mother's things, then later, thanks to charity shops, used my savings to buy my own which I kept hidden in a bag in my wardrobe. Once or twice I summoned up the courage to leave the house and take a short walk around the neighbourhood, which was a huge thrill. I've had several purges since then, but you know what they say; "once a crossdresser...".

Marriage suppressed the compulsion, though not for long. Fancy dress parties helped satisfy a need.

About 15 years ago my wife reluctantly agreed to my going out. I got changed at a friend's house and enjoyed one night a month at the local gay scene. This lasted a few months until my wife admitted she couldn't handle it, so I stopped.

Nowadays I dress infrequently, in private, when my wife is out for a few hours. She's aware I like to dress, but prefers to choose to ignore it.

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Joined: 2020-04-11

United Kingdom

Kim Rose

Last Online: 21 hours ago

Have been dressing in some capacity or other since my early teens. Married with kids. Underdress every day, largely in the closet but have ventured out en femme and would love to get out more.

Always waiting for the next chance to get my ‘Kim’ on, there’s a certain joy and happiness in seeing the transformation followed by pure contentment.

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Joined: 2020-09-28

New Zealand

Ms. Catherine (Cathy) Vos

Last Online: 3 days ago

I'm a 63 year old M2F transgender woman. I have beenon full HRT for almost 8 years. I have been part of TGH for a while now as well as on CDH to widen my horizon in the CD/Trans community. I have been battling my feelings of being something else since early childhood. Constantly subjected to abuse and worse. Growing up in a poor family wasn't easy so I found myself hiding in the closet until about age 56. I was married twice with my second being " A trip to Hell". When mysecond ex left me, I came out and decided it's time to rebirth myself into what I am today. I am a christian and my biggest struggle becoming me, was that I was scared of not beingable to keep being a christian. When I had that sorted out, I became the happiest trans woman in the world I think. After a stint in a mental clinic for severe depression and suicide intentions, I got to meet wonderful people on my road to recovery. I am now part of a local Suicide Prevention Support Group in my community and I'm just happy to be myself at last.

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Joined: 2019-01-18

United States of America

Patty Williams

Last Online: 9 hours ago

My name is patty,I love every thing about being feminine. I just love the cloths ,shoes makeup and hair,I just love feeling feminine and girly.
I have a strong desire to meet some friends here and possibly build a few good long term friendships.

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Joined: 2019-11-17

United Kingdom

Samantha Joan

Last Online: 4 hours ago

My crossdressing journey started at the age of 13, although upon reflection, it started a little earlier, like most, it was a ball of confusion, feelings and questions I honestly couldn’t answer nor could tell anyone.

Growing up and trying to dress was difficult. There was no internet, so my access to fully understanding and knowledge was almost zero. My parents knew, talking was tough as instead of confronting my crossdressing I ran away from the conversation, sadly never to be talked about again.

Like my favourite sci-fi saga, there was an awakening in the force, Samantha came into being, thanks to some very supportive people who were and still are invested in my journey.

I am here to be part of this wonderful community, support others and share my experiences, plus if anyone knows the secret to a perfect, flawless makeup look, please let me know.

Thanks for reading!


Samantha x x x

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Joined: 2019-05-19

United Kingdom

Sophie Underhill

Last Online: 9 months ago

I have crossdressed on and off since childhood. Opportunities for me to do this are rare but when I go on business trips or cycling trips I love to make use of the anonymity of the hotel room. I am always looking forward to the next trip!
I went out en femme for the first time a few years ago.

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Joined: 2019-11-30

United States of America

Stephanie Bass

Last Online: 6 hours ago

started dressing as a young teen just been having fun every since wife been married 37 years helps some not her favorite person to see but puts up with her for the most part

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Joined: 2020-01-08

United States of America

Suzanne Martin

Last Online: 1 hours ago

I am 69 and retired. After many years of denial I started dressing a few years ago. I am realizing what I have been missing and enjoy being able to dress when the opportunity presents itself.

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Joined: 2019-01-15

United States of America

Trisha T

Last Online: 1 hours ago

Been crossdressing since I was 10 the older I get the more I want to get in touch with my feminine side

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Leadership in Emeritus

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Managing Ambassador Emeritus

Joined: 2015-08-23

United States of America

Codille Benton Baer

Last Online: 3 months ago

I am a MTF Crossdresser for 30+ years. I came to CDH in April of 2015, Looking for Friends and Support just like everyone else, as I was looking to take my first big steps out the door. That seems so long ago thanks to the members of this site and their love.

I am very active participant and I also the Manager of the site, which began as a blog by Vanessa Law. What I think Vanessa asking me to manage the sites means... I have been dressing for a while so I have a lot of things to offer others, I am organized and I REALLY like talking to people 🙂

If you haven’t read all my profile, I welcome you to please do so, it gives you a pretty good idea of who I am. Here is the link something that will tell you more about me. There have been more than a few personal updates to this as well in the responses. A Sequel article is in the works as well as a lot has changed in two years, but here is the beginning. If the link doesn’t work check under the in the stories section at the top of your profile page, mine is the one with the Phoenix image, so just about all about me can be found in those two places. Also I am an open book and will answer almost any question posted to me.

I welcome to a whole new world, that you can be you, no judging just friendship, helpful tips and lots support.

As for the site, the ladies are amazing and friendly. Almost no question will not be answered (Just keep it tasteful), by someone who has been there where you are in some way. I have met some incredible ladies that just want someone else that is a crossdresser to talk to and be a friend. You will feel at home immediately. If you want to jump right in write your profile and let people your journey, if you want to stick your toe into the water first, go to the forums link, and go to the new members page, just say hi and then browse all the great insight these wonderful women have already put there. Just so you know all of the post are from people like you and me, not some expert, but women that all are looking for answers or just someone else to talk to.

We also have a for the pride of your part of the world. We are a growing community so if you don’t see a group link listed for your specific country, link up with the next closest. Trust me the site is growing fast enough we will be adding more groups as soon as there are enough people you won’t be by yourself. So follow this link and find ladies in your area:

As for me, I also have been asked to give guidance, again that whole I have been dressing a while thing, but I too am looking for some HELP as I certainly don’t have all the answer to Life, The Universe and Everything CD. So I want to say HI!!!!!! Thanks so much for accepting my friendship request and I look forward to talking with you soon!!!


Codille Benton
Managing Ambassador and Friend

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Managing Editor Emeritus

Joined: 2016-02-03

United States of America

Dionysus (Captain Di) The Corsair

Last Online: 2 years ago

I will likely not be here very often and may be unable to respond to you. Please contact one of the Ambassadors if you would like to reach me.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador Emeritus

Joined: 2015-10-07

United States of America


Last Online: 4 days ago

I really do not know what to write. I am just a person who just wishes to feel free to be myself. I believe I have been living in a lie all my life, and I avoided my inner self to preserve what I thought I needed to be for those who love me. I didn’t want to let them down by telling them I am different. But I grew up and realized that there is no running from yourself and that the past has a way of always coming back to remind you that there is no happiness in living in a lie.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador Emeritus

Joined: 2018-02-08

United States of America


Last Online: 2 years ago

I am a CIS Woman. I am here to support my SO and other members

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Executive Advisor

Joined: 2018-02-14

United States of America


Last Online: 1 years ago

Dedicated to the protection and continued service to Crossdresser Heaven to ensure It remains the #1 and safest CD/TG support site in the world.

The success or failure of your deeds does not add up to the sum of your life. Your spirit cannot be weighed. Judge yourself by the intention of your actions and by the strength with which you faced the challenges that have stood in your way.

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Assistant Managing Ambassador Emeritus

Joined: 2020-09-09

United States of America

Misty Lynn

Last Online: 3 days ago

I guess, thinking about it, I have been, in some form or another, cross dressing for many years. And, Of late, I have found that I am transgendered and am on the journey of transitioning

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Assistant Managing Ambassador Emeritus

Joined: 2017-03-05

United States of America

Rhonda Roe...

Last Online: 1 days ago

Part time crossdresser

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In Memoriam

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in memorium

Joined: 2019-01-04

United States of America

Dawnie Saxton

Last Online: 2 years ago

I'm nearly 70 years old, Been gender Identity conflicted since age three. I have recently started living fulltime as a woman as much as possible (about 90% feminine/ 10% male now).
I used to be a regular in Transchat.Sister. org site for about 14 years. I would like to hear from my old friends, and am not interested in meeting men or contacts for sex.

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