It’s always difficult knowing where to begin. The start would seem fitting, but then again, I’m unsure at how to go about doing so. What I mean; when exactly was the beginning? As you might have worked out, I’ve been a little lost, and I like my philosophy. Perh...
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I was shy about it at first. I was adopted; my birth mother mom gave me up for adoption, though I did reunite with her the day before Christmas when I was 15. It was a usual story; she gave birth to me and said she couldn’t take care of me. I understand this and wasn’...
Living my dream
, , Transgender, 2
Living my dream has been great thus far. For a long time, I knew something wasn’t correct with me. Growing up was tough for me, and I finally found it when I was five, knew I was born in the wrong gender. I always wanted to be like my mom and two younger sisters. I couldn&#...
As I read thru several articles written by the members of the website I realize how much pain so many gals have felt over the years because of their desire to dress in feminine clothing. There are also words of joy, confidence and success by those who have been able to say: ̶...
When I`m relaxed, what do I want to do? Now (Jordan) has a different style to my other persona’s, taste. Is this natural, or is it having a “split personality?” The answer is; I’m not sure. So which is the real me? We have a vast difference in musical tast...
Jordan’s Journey
, , Coming Out, 26
I was born in Liverpool, to a big traditional Catholic family. I have four brothers and two sisters. We all lived in a 4 bedroom house; needless to say it took some time for me to get my own room. I was about 12 when I moved into my younger sister’s room, and that’s w...
I’ve been Jessica for just about as long as I can remember. Probably sounds funny to some I know, but my attraction to women was never the attraction that books and films are made of. I knew I was attracted to them somehow, but I knew I didn’t want to date them. Most ...
Here on Crossdresser Heaven we generally avoid topics of a political nature because that can quickly devolve into angry exchanges of words. We are here as emotional and moral support for our crossdressing and transgender sisters and brothers, an oasis from all the noise outside w...
Firstly, I would like to open by thanking each every one of you who read my debut article and left loving comments. This is a beautiful community and is made up of beautiful people. For so long, I believed that transition was never something that I would be able to seriously cons...
Why I Kept my Cross Dressing Hidden
, , Advice and Encouragement, Coming Out, Crossdressing: Significant Other Perspectives, 76
To tell or not to tell........such a difficult question. Should we be open about our crossdressing to those we love, or keep our proclivities hidden?
Sometimes the best way we can support each other is to share our own stories and resources that have helped us on our journey.
Oh, yes, I remember that day vividly; in fact it is my earliest memory from my childhood. I remember it darkly. Sadly for it was that day that I discovered a reality about me that would haunt me until now, 57 years later. Bright, sunny, end of October 1960. I was five then. I w...
I realized that initially, Hope was all about the clothes and the process. But recently, as I've been exploring what my femininity means in me, it has become the magical wardrobe into the other side of myself, the timeless world beside my world that has been there all along.
Something Joyously Unexpected
, , Advice and Encouragement, Community, Transgender News and Info, 39
Crossdresser Heaven has just achieved a major milestone. Join our managing Ambassador, Codille Benton, as she reflects on this achievement and her feelings about it.
...stop being Vicki? Would it be easier? I can stop wanting to breathe but it doesn't mean my lungs or body will allow it.
Life is getting better and better every single day, as I am learning to love myself fully and who I really am at long last.
This is my time to discover who I am. So here I am, battle scars as an example of how to survive in an intolerant world, preconceived notions... moving forward
My message to everybody out there is, relax! Enjoy being the real you and let others share in your enjoyment! You won't regret it.
Sometimes I think the little victories are the important ones, the small steps are the things we should treasure, and we should never underestimate the power of a cheap pair of sandals as we walk drive the transition path.
I don't want to be a full woman, I just want to be who I am.
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With my heart pounding, I did the quick calculations to see if I had time after my shower. Could I get to my secret shoebox, find panties, slip them on and get dressed for work before someone walked in? This was the process almost every day. Sometimes I made it, other days someth...
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