Author’s Note: I first published this article in the Abeqweit Rainbow Collective Publication in 2002. My life as a male to female transgender started when I was born. I have recollections of my mother telling me that I had long curly hair when I was younger. When everyone k...
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It’s an old joke in the transgender community that goes like this: Q: “What’s the difference between a crossdresser and a transsexual?” A: “Two years” This provides some humorous levity while astutely implying a truth about transsexuals –...
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I am sitting outside the local Walgreens in my car holding the pill in my hands. The sun is gently breaking through the clouds as if to create a boundary around which my world would pivot. My heart is beating a nervous tune infused with melodies of contentment. As I swallow the...
This week we take a brief respite from our walk through my past and jump ahead many years to today. I was recently reading a passage in “True Selves – Understanding Transsexualism” that gave me a clearer picture of the emotional journey behind me, and the path s...
We resume the story with our intrepid heroine about to enter her teen years and experience the joy of her first period, breast growth and discovering boys. In your mind you should now hear the scratching sound as the DJ hastily lifts the needle off an old LP record just before th...
To get where you’re going it’s critical to know where you are, and often helpful to know where you’ve been. I must confess that much of my childhood is shrouded in the fog of memory, but I will strive to share those moments which shine brightest in my mind’...
Even though I’ve been walking this path all my life I finally feel as though I’ve started my journey to womanhood. As many of you may know I recently began my transgender therapy. My aim is to validate that transitioning is right for me, and to find a partner who will...
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Confirming Your Femininity In Public November 11, 2019
On the average, I present my female self out in the community two times a week. As a result, over the last five years that I have gone completely femme in public, there have been numerous experiences interfacing with the public. Is any outing typical? No, but many are non event...
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Into a sea of white heaven! November 11, 2019
One day I got a call asking me to show up at a certain address on this day and this time. I was requested to be clean and groomed, not sweaty from working outside. I thought it was a weird call, but said ok; after all, it came from my wife. A week passed and the time came. I got ...
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Media Review: Casa Susanna November 8, 2019
Casa Susanna is a book edited by Michael Hurst and Robert Swope that presents an extraordinary collection of photographs depicting a secret society of cross dressers from a bygone era. I stumbled upon this book, and its associated story, during some of my recent internet meande...
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