Dear P, I’m sorry. I know I’ve been locked away, kept in the shadows of your heart and mind, hidden behind layers of what you thought was safe, acceptable, and even necessary. For so long, I’ve been the part of you that you couldn’t speak aloud, couldn’t let breathe. Bu...
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Cross dressing Through the Ages I have not been a cross-dresser for that many years. I note that for a lot of girls on here, and other sites/clubs, dressing en femme is a life-long thing. Some seem to have very early memories of dressing in sister’s clothes at six ye...
Men’s underwear and pyjamas can be very monotonous, especially for those who love lingerie. Many feel frustrated because they can’t explore their feminine side, due to social circumstances. So why continue with this boredom? It may be difficult at first, but with...
I am 4. In my small box room bed. Busy traffic still rushing by on the Coventry Road. Darkness. Just before the comfort of sleep. If I cross my legs and keep them crossed all night, I will wake up a mermaid. I think this was the innocent beginning. No possible awareness of societ...
In 1975 I was a 22-year-old undergraduate with an undeclared major and no particular ambition or goal in mind. I liked to write, so I took a course in technical writing, which led to my first (of several) closeted crossdressing fails. In my mid to late teens, I had two hobbies ...
What is the meaning of your female name? Here are 26 examples. Do you know the meaning of your female name? What? You don’t have a female name yet? It’s not very charming if you appear en femme and, when someone asks your name, you say Peter, Richard or John. ...
Larissa’s Short History of Genderised Clothing and Other Things I rarely write things or post things on forums, but, well, I thought I would try to write something that another human being might actually read, for a change. Or an AI bot. I’m not prejudic...
Halloween: 31 October 2024 This year, as in previous years, I had arranged to go to my daughter’s house to hand out candy while she, her husband and the kids went Trick-or-Treating. I recently moved to a rural town south-east of the city and moved in with my...
Hello everyone at CDH First, let me wish everyone a happy, safe, and stylish finish to 2024. Personally, it’s been quite a turbulent year. Earlier this year, one of our performers left us suddenly, and then in Summer, another dear friend and Triesste supporter did too. My w...
When I tried on a bra for the first time (and liked it), I never imagined that I would learn so many things – not only about bras but the feminine universe. I had always been curious and noticed girls at school starting to wear theirs and deciding to try on one – secr...
Video offers quite a challenge when used to capture one’s cross-dressing, but the results can be very rewarding. Snatches of one’s life are preserved as rare images, with magic akin to that felt by the early motion picture pioneers. Seeing one’s appearance in motion, knowin...
Taking photographs of yourself while cross-dressed takes a certain amount of nerve. These pictures are evidence of the activity even after you have returned to male mode. This evidence is fine as long as the photographs are kept secret. If these pictures are shared, they become a...
I’ve been dressing since I was around seven. I remember thinking, why can’t I dress like my sister? Now over 50 years later, why am I still asking that same question regarding womenswear? Why can’t I wear them? It’s an everyday occurrence now. Whenever I see a woman beaut...
Today, men’s underwear generally consists of tank tops and underwear – be it slips or boxers. Maybe a pair of boxer shorts. In the future, it might evolve to be more gender-neutral. Man’s intimacy will need to go through two major transformations. First, a more natu...
Time to update At the end of last year, as I was looking at my public photos on CD Heaven, it dawned on me that they depicted my past CD journey and not how I look in the present. They had been taken through the years, and sorry to say, I’ve aged. I’m amused at seeing...
That moment, the one where when that special someone, who mentioned they don’t have a problem with you when you’re in a nice dress and heels, comes over unexpectedly while in said dress and heels. They just kiss your lipstick right off without hesitation. You spend the whole ...
I started this article on Monday, the day after returning from the 14th annual Keystone Conference in Harrisburg, PA. It was my second time attending. Yes, I’m exhausted and my feet still hurt, but I felt the need to put some thoughts on paper while the glow from being surround...
Crossdressing can be a very pleasurable activity for those who practice it but is still taboo in society. An example: it’s probably very difficult – or impossible – for you to go to work wearing feminine attire. This article will show a balanced alternative betw...
My Tips on Presenting Get your eyebrows done by a professional. Shaggy eyebrows are easily corrected. I go to Ulta or see my friend, Natalie at The Beauty Garage. I have been going to Natalie for six years, and she treats me wonderfully. And best of all, you can have it done in M...
Have you ever purchased a clothing item such as a blouse or dress online? When it arrives, you are so excited and can’t wait until you have the time to dress. when that day comes, and you open the package, hold it in front of the mirror, or if you’re like me you just ...
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