When I first started dressing I rationalized the reason for me dressing was so I could learn about women. I was not attracted too men at all. I found nothing about a mans body appealing. From 29 – 36 I was in a relationship with a woman that liked my crossdressing. We did alot of roleplaying. She even orcastrated a 3 way us and another guy. There was some fondling but no actual sex between me and the other man. I’m not gay it did nothing for me. Her and I were very intimate when I was dressed. In my more recent years I have fantasized about being the submissive and pleasing my man. Even mutiple men at the same time. To be disired and lusted after by males. I could never amagine being with a, a man while I was still a man. Nothing about it is a yurn on for me. As beautiful Amber I could submit. Now my hirlfriend and I would have lesbian relations. I can also picture me as Amber wanting to be with amd augmit to my man. So I am not sure am I homosexual, Lesbiam or hetrosexual or all 3. I have not been with a man at this point, except in my fantasy
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