I would never take the cure. I am still me and I will always be me, but I love this side of me. The guilt is long gone. Frankly, telling my SO about myself helped me to rid myself of the guilt and now I embrace this part of me, and the journey of woman hood even thought I don’t want to transition. We are so lucky to live and experience what cis gender woman have. Even if it’s only a few days a year so I say embrace it and wear pretty clothing its way better than the boring drab clothes.