Thanks Adrienne for your kind message.
Yes, I suppose they are very big steps. A few years ago, I never imagined I’d go for a makeover, let alone go out dressed and certainly not alone from my own front door!
When in my 20s, I accepted and felt pleased that I wouldn’t grow out of being a crossdresser, but I thought it would become less of a compulsion as I grew older. Well, it’s just as intense if not more so AND my female side has become much more integrated with my whole being. To put it in building-block terms, it started out as sexual, then became sexual and sensual and in recent years it’s become sexual, sensual and spiritual. And all along, it feels like my male and female genders have become more melded.
Have just looked at your profile and seems like you in a very similar position to me in some ways.