8 years ago

It was 8 years ago,I discovered myself.When I was a kid at 8 years old,knew I was transgender in a way and kept it in the closet for a long time.Then 25 years later at age 33,I had the urge to try on an ex girlfriend’s clothes on and it was no at first.It was when she was at work.Finally one day,I decided to do it and loved it.It was a dress of hers fitting me barely at first,loved how comfortable it was to wear and followed by a couple tops.I thought I got away with it and didn’t.I put them out of place and she noticed it including finding them a little stretched out.Never suspected me at first and it got worse finding more I tried on.Finally one day I told her it was me,tried them on.She became mad and we argued about it telling me I almost ruined them.She left after that and we broke up the next day with her moving out.It was tough after that,next step was not easy.It was coming out to my parents as a crossdresser.I told them and it was a devastation at first,I gave them space to think it over.I started my journey dressing as Erin after that at home with lots of practice.Bought make up,clothes,shoes and wigs.It was part time at first.Then things got better,met my wife Shiloh after that and she has been a big help ever since showing her support.I met her 3 months after breaking up with my ex girlfriend.She did encourage me to go out with her 4 months after I started dressing as Erin.I loved it.Then 6 years ago,saw I loved dressing as Erin more and seen wearing male clothing was getting boring.Decided to go fulltime and my parents finally accepted it becoming supportive.They had memories of me acting feminine at times as a kid seeing I was finally happy.They love me as a daughter knowing their son is under the clothes still.My wife loves it,we do a lot together and she says I look better dressed as female.I agree with her 100%,we go get our nails done and shopping together.Plus I did go on the feminizing hormones 3 years ago,my parents and wife were supportive of this.Went off of them in April of last year,love the results from it meeting my goals.I love my life as Erin now.