dressing too young for my age

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and maybe a little too sexy for a bar

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    When I was 10 years old, I wanted to be a girl more than anything in the world. My mom caught me in her things and told me to "never do that again". I listened to my mom, lived as a boy and didn't wear a piece of female clothing for another 10 years. When I was 21, my girlfriend suggested I dress as a girl for a gay Halloween party, I still am not sure what her motivation was but I think she was cheating on me at the time. I shaved all over and our gay friend did my makeup and hair, I looked passable. As that night progressed, I felt more and more like a woman. After the party, I tried to have sex with my girlfriend as a girl, she did not react well and we went to sleep. After this experience, I went back to living as a man and did not wear a single piece of female clothing for another 20 years. In my mid 30s, my marriage was a mess and my bisexual nature came out, I craved and had sexual experiences with men but I was still very much a man and more straight than gay. In my early 40s, something changed, I started to wear my wife's things and eventually bought my own girl clothes. I met with men in hotel rooms as a girl and had an overwhelming need to present in public as a girl. A year ago, I finally had enough clothes and enough bravery to go to the local Pride festival dressed fully as a girl. It was an amazing experience for me. Now, I am still confused about what i will end up being...transition seems like it is too much but as I continue to get older, it could very well be the next step for me. Until I am sure about that, for now, I am trying to feel happy as a non-binary/part-time crossdresser/bisexual person. I got divorced about 6 months ago for reasons that had almost nothing to do with my gender issues, the marriage was damaged beyond repair before I started dressing.

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      Patty Phose
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      Dressing too young? I don’t think so. Besides it’s fun.

      Jasmine Jeffries
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      Stephie I enjoyed your storyis almost scary you’re almost describing my story growing up and where I’m at now myself I want at 14 went dress to a Halloween party as a girl and was told by a lot of people afterwards that they thought I was a girl the way I walk my mannerisms I guess what I’m dressed. I am a girl and I’ve been suppressed like you over years and had come back and years and come back and lately since I’ve got an exciting the last month I’ve been buying clothes like crazy wig I want… Read more »

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