I am a semi-closeted crossdresser who wears some feminine clothing under male clothing most days but also goes out fully dressed as a woman when I get the chance occasionally . I went out to nightclubs en femme in my 20's but gave it up when I got married and had kids. About ten years ago while in a drug store I felt the impulse to buy some eye liner, mascara and pantyhose - and have been back at it ever since - and loving it!!!