Welcome to CDH, you are in good company, and a safe place here.
You have definitely come to the right place. Most of us secretly love this feminine part of us and want to explore it further just because it feels so good, both physically and psychologically.
But many are scared to be too open about it. Lots of fears. We are challenging gender stereotypical behaviour, societal norms and expectations. Challenging the barriers within ourselves that tell us it is wrong. Why is it wrong? Is the problem with us, or those who cant accept a man in a dress.