Hello, Lucy! Rest assured that many of us have similar feelings and experiences. I started dressing so young, probably 9-10, in my mother’s things. I can still remember how they smelled, how they felt against my skin. 14 to 44, with a rare few sexual encounters being the exception, I never dressed. Mid 40s, I slipped on a nightgown and a pair of panties and that desire came roaring back. I have learned to embrace Haley, even if I do not fully understand why. Welcome back!