Thank you Lauren.
Your answer scares me but in the same time also gives me some peace since you answer confirms my suspicion. I will have to consider my route very carefully and need some more time as it will alter my life completely.
At this moment I just really miss the weight of my breasts(my forms) the weight, the jiggle and the pull of the skin, the totally mesmerizing feeling of having breasts. If I decide to transition fully I will opt for bigger implant like C or D.
This pink fog almost makes me dizzy