WOW I could of wrote this to an extent. I couldn’t careless about the fashion either. Like you, I am not a woman wrapped in a man’s body. It was and still is a fetish and a turn on to dress up. Pantyhose were the first article of women’s wear that I wore and it made me feel sexy and Fem. I have a barrel chest and there for have man boobs too but I’ve never gotten a bra. I’d love to go into a store and have a lady fit me for one but have never done it. Thank you for your post.