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Good evening, and I hope you’re ready for some of the more heady and spiritual things.
I was thinking today again about what exactly it is that has led me to all this and was reminded of how some people believe that in reincarnation we choose where we are born in each life. I have been told before that I possess a “feminine soul,” and while souls are generally regarded to be genderless, I think I have (wisely) chosen female most of my rides through the mortal world and on this one I tried something else out. That was a mistake!
I don’t know, maybe I’m learning something as a man, but it has felt like a mockery of that experiment every step of the way – no positive female presence in my early life, ending up big and hairy, having boobs and long-haired role models before that… Yet that need is not strong enough to want to change it in this life. I don’t need to go to war with my body to be my “true” self, but I’m not thrilled to be in this role either. I’ll just wait until the next time around.
Anyone else ever feel like that’s it? The soul misses being a woman, but the mind can find enough ease in being a man to just wait it out? If so, I envy those of you who can do it with more ease than I.
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