My name is Alicia and I'm 49 years old. I've been crossdressing since i was around 6 or 7. I Have gone through different stages in my crossdressing and at this point I'm very happy with it. I'm straight, although I have fantasies with crossdressers. Actually I met a couple of girls long ago and we met once to get dressed and play some bondage games. The thing I'm not happy about is that I haven't developed it as much as I'd like. I mean, I don't know how to make up, I don't even have a wig, I have very few clothes. My crossdressing is intermittent. It can be months without the feeling of doing it. I'm married and my wife knows about it, I told her at the very beginning of my relationship. She said it was OK, but I know that deep inside it is hard for her to accept some things, that's one of the reasons why I don't do it openly with her. I'm a bit disappointed of many crossdressing groups in social networks cause everything is about having sex. At this point of my life I don't look for that. I just want to meet friends like me. Someone to share stories, someone to talk about it...