Hi my name is Anna and I suppose you could call me a mature crossdresser. I am in my 50's and I have probably like most people been dressing since I was in my early teens having first experimented trying on my mothers clothes. Why do I crossdress? Because Anna make me happy and if something makes you happy then do it. I am married and that makes me happy. Do what makes you happy. I crossdress in private and I have no desire to go out in public as Anna. I am happy being me in my own private world but would love to have girlie chats and a laugh with the girls on Crossdresser Heaven I am hetrosexual and I am only physically attracted to the female form but I do have a desire to have a freindship with other crossdressers, just a friendship with a like minded soul. Perhaps an online friendship as I am not ready for a meet just yet. If I did meet it would be to dress and have a chat with a glass of red. I do dress for myself and I am happy with that. I just love doing normal things (within the confines of my home). When my wife is on an early or day shift I dress as Anna from the start of the day after showering. I love hoovering, putting the washing in and general household jobs. I do have a break and watch some Holly on morning TV. She has some lovely clothes. Love to watch the fashion segment. I do have a strange routine, when I am Anna during the day I wear tights and a skirt, however when I get chance to be Anna in the evening when my wife is on afternnon shift I wear my stockings and suspenders and settle down to a nice glass of red infront of Emmerdale and Corrie. Strange behaviour. However now I have found this wonderful site I can talk to you ladies as Anna. I have tried in the past to surpress my desire to crossdress but have failed miserably and I think I now accept that the beautiful Anna is part of me. All I know is that I love everything about females, their friendliness, the empathy that they seem to have for others, the choice of clothes they wear, the endless possibilities they have to style their hair and the look they can achieve with makeup. Am i jealous? Quite possibly yes. I just love the concept of emulating the female persona. And they say ' This is a mans world' I beg to differ. My preference is for black opaque tights and a nice short skirt or dress. I also have some nice patterned tights that I think really show off my legs. I do posses stockings and suspenders but my preference is for tights. I do not have any facial photos. I do not wear makeup because of the contraints of my home situation. If I did wear makeup then I'm sure I would slip up leaving traces of makeup somewhere in the house and all the implecations that has. Who is the other woman? Oh she's called Anna. Whoops So apologies it is not that I do not want to show my face it is because because I just look like a bloke in a dress. WHAT DO I WANT TO ACHIEVE FROM CROSSDRESSER HEAVEN. I want to make online friends with girls of a similar ethos as me. I want to chat about clothes make up and how we would wear our hair.