I have been a crossdresser all my life, like most of us. I have gone thru many purges but no more. I haven't purged in years. I am happy to say I had my first outing in May 2017 at Viva Wildside. Can't wait for the next outing. Update I am getting married to a woman who knows and supports my crossdressing. I told her early on and it has never been an issue. She researched it and got comfortable with it.