Reply To: So what if you don’t get to dress?

[Lucinda Hawkns]

well when I don’t get dressed up I feel depressed, un happy with my self.  I need to dress up and be happy and less depressed and less panic attacks.   when I dress up I feel normal. Its like a normal thing for me to do is get dressed up in what society calls female clothing, panties, bra, skirt and blouse or dress, nylons.    some times when i have the time and freedom of no one home except wife I will put on eye shadow and perfume and ear rings.  my wife knows of my cross dressing and puts up with it as I would call it. she lets me dress up but will not see me dressed up, but she has seen me dressed up and even getting dressed up.   my fem side needs to dress up as her and also hide it when she needs to.  I under dress a lot and no one knows I am wearing a dress or skirt and blouse.  so I feel feminine in a way where I am wearing female cloths and male cloths.   especially during the winter time, keeps me warm