I have repressed my crossdressing for over 50 years,feeling shame that wearing teh snug dresses,hose etc helped calm my anxiety..Ironically,my exwife encouraged me to explore this part of me,realizing the internalized shame and guilt could have hasd a big effect on my depressions which I have had since childhood..What a person wears has no bearing on who they are on the inside. I believe this is just a personal taste which exists-no one knows why for sure-..I do use my crossdressing in a safe place,ie ,outside my home,a beautician met me ,1 on 1 for a makeover after hours at the salon,she did not judge me,ans judging from the photo of the 2 of us elsewhere on my posts,we both loved the experience..Already planning a February experience with her,with me wearing a satin blue dress…In closing,My very best friend as a child,I found out was gay when we were in our 20s..It took less than one second for me to say…so what,this does not change the firiendship I have with him,or he with me(I am a hetero crossdresser)…Find your support system,they are jewels. Hold to them,Good luck,Makayla Lee
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