Bobbi I understand your views entirely, but that shouldn’t put you of going to your place of worship.
Still only you can decide what you want to do.
People don’t know I’ve these inclinations but even I’ve been badly treated by people I thought where friends in Church. I don’t go to Church to please anybody, I’m not looking for approval from them. I go to Church to worship, praise and thank God for what he’s given me in life. That should be our main focus.