If I had had the internet when CD’ing first came into my life I think I would have enjoyed the comfort of learning that I wasn’t alone and that I wasn’t weird or demented. And I’m sure my life would have gone in a wildly dirrent direction. At the same time I’m glad it didn’t exist as I think my youthful exuberance and lack of consequence understanding could have gotten me into some real danger.
If I have any regret with it at all is that I wish I had been more honest with myself before I took on adult responsibilities in my male only form. I would have liked to explore who I was or could be before I boxed in my life. That’s not to say I don’t like my life as is but I could have explored a bit more and done some things that would now make it easier to accommodate Darcy in my life.
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