June 2022 OMG!! It happened, the great escape! Dee was loose in the big beautiful world, a girl in the city! What a truly amazing and liberating experience. And now I can only think about doing it again... Shopping as Dee, wandering malls as Dee, dinner and lunch out as Dee, enjoying time in the coffee shop as Dee, I was on pink cloud nine 🙂 I want more, so much more, Dee has escaped and there's no turning back! January 2022 Well a new year and much the same in the world...but not in my world! I have been able to dress more which has helped with my mood and mindset. Being able to dress and be Dee more often is definitely a bonus in my life. So have decided to go further more often, to escape the four walls that contain me, to be Dee out in the world! Will also be on this site much more often. I need to start learning about the content available here and use it to assist me. Looking forward to the year ahead, and chatting with all my friends and making more! Happy New Year to all and enjoy being the girl within! March 2021 The world has changed a lot for everyone and myself included. Safety is of the utmost now, self protection in more ways then we were used to. At one time we worried about contracting some form of sexually transmitted disease, now the virus has us all confined and in fear of contracting it or one of the variants. So with all the time confined to my own space 'Dee' has been evolving. I have been able to learn to present more feminine. The clothes I wear, the makeup I apply, the movements and way I act when Dee are all evolving for the better I think, I feel presentable and passable now. And because of it I have ventured out the door and into the world beyond, Dee has left the building! I have been out and about and enjoying every minute of it 🙂 Problem now is I don't want to change back from being Dee, she is becoming more powerful every time... One day I know she'll win and be free forever! Seems these days all I think about is dressing. It's the only thought that seems to be on a loop in my head. The need grows daily to be in a bra and panties, to feel the silky smooth finish of nylons on my legs. To have the flowing freedom of a dress brushing my thighs. Or a pretty flouncy blouse and a tight skirt hugging my hips. A pair of heels adorning my feet.... I need all of this and more....to spend days as a woman is in my dreams constantly. To wake up from a night of slumber wearing a satin nightie. To bath in a tub of aromatic bliss, and then to exit and primp and preen til I am as lovely as I can possibly be. The 'Dee' in me...needs to be free more often, or permanently. In the New Year time to make changes! I have discovered that being 'Dee' is a major part of my life. All the years I have hidden her in a closet, tucked up on a shelf... This coming year I WILL figure out a way to be a gurl for a day! To dress and be the woman within, let her out and enjoy the sunshine! Feel the breeze against nylon clad legs, walking in wonderful heels. Feeling the swish of a dress and the silkiness of a lovely blouse. And underneath the satiny feel of beautiful lingerie, a lacy bra, panties, and the of so wonderful slip! And also to enjoy the company of a great gurl friend...to kiss and cuddle and enjoy the pleasures we so want. Have been a closeted cross dresser since an early age. Now its time to venture out and share experiences with others who are interested in the same things as me...looking for local gurls for friends and fun. Dress and enjoy each others company.