Long time ago before I was 9 I wanted to be like my sister who was 14 . Told her and my mum that I should been a girl and at not been a boy, my mum said she would dress me as a girl when not at school, living in the countryside really suited the both of them and I was happy. As I got older I did not date females but dated men and this fulfilled my mental and physical needs. I have been a crossdresser for over 61 years.